mexicanchick

have to do this especially now that my rock is gone.. i have a goal of 6 a week to be able to survive.. have to my kids need this seriusly.. so in the future when i meet my husband and am stable i will stop. but for now it has to be done..

things r going good especially now that i am “offically part time ” i feel more stable cuz i can work my side hustle… i am leaving in 8 weeks can yo believe it ? cicago here i come sink or swim.. but everything is so easy to do just finding ways to word it so there can be some sort of directions for the new person. I have the files in EXCELLENT condition (if i do say so myself… Pat on back lol…) but it should be easy for the new person if they have any type of clerical work.

did this also this weekend to bad it was in the middle of the night when my grandma called me to help her pick my grandfather off the floor.. he is gettin so old and helpless i cant stand it. I refuse to continue not seeing them i need to put this tops on mylist i am oly going to be in town for another 8 weeeks i have to make it a priority to see them this week i am goin over there twice NO matter how busy i am. It pains me to see them like this they were such strong people my grandfather literally worked 2 jobs till he was 70 hard labor jobs then alzheimers took over it pains me to see such a strong figure in my life helpless he was te only man i ever knew growing up. I wish my kids could know what a great man he once was how he brought our family to america for a better life AND NEVER took handouts. He was such a huge figure in our famiy who kept us in line (by beating the shit out of us lol!!) he did what he could alot of the grandkids didnt have fathers in the home or (ala me didnt have fathers around at all) he could only do so much.. and i love him. really I just wish they could have saw what i did and know what i know they see this feeble human being they just dont know when i tell them there like “GRANDPA?” in disbelief i make sure they know and have the utmost respect for that man. We need to treat the elderly with more respect really we do..