My partner came home from work to let someone in to do a free window clean as I would be out when they arrived – we were told it would be a man who would come to the house and that there would be no selling involved – it was a trial. When I arrived home, to my dismay, my partner was there standing looking down and talking to a pretty young girl doing a demo and trying to sell us a window cleaning product. Fine you say, not too harmless. But she was wearing a low cut top (with ample bosom) and a top that just showed her piered belly button – he was standing where he could see everything – and I went completely nuts. My partner already has a roving eye so Im sure he was delighted when he had the chance to perv over her tits. At the moment my partner and I cannot have a sexual relationship and havent been able to do so for months because of ill health and because of this I know my jealousy has got worse and worse. It wasnt his fault this happened, I invited them round but he’s stormed off and not talking to me as I literally told her to leave and made a complete fool of myself. Please let me know if you think Im crazy – I do feel my outburst was irrational but I cant help feeling this way, Ive always had problems with jealousy, ive always wanted all the attention and I dont know what to do. I thought I was improving until that happened.
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1. control my jealousy