mfrederick21

SO I have a paper due wednesday, and I haven’t started it due to: yep, procrastination. Sometimes I feel like I could knock out all of my things to do within a few hours. Other times i feel like I don’t have to do those same things until later. at least after i watch this show on tv, and another show after that, and then MAYBE after i’m done messing around on the computer. Things that i write on my planner for the day end up getting done a few days later, or if they ever get done, which happens most of the time. well i hope this site will keep me focused on the task at hand, or damn, i dont know what im gonna do.

Ever since I came back from my central american trip, my life has been near worthless. my laziness didnt start then, but back in freshman year of high school. i really didnt think school was very important in my life, so i blew it off for friends, sports and the thrill of kickin back and chillin at home. freshman year of college was on the horizon and i didnt have the grades to go much of anywhere, so i went on a trip to central america. when i was there, i picked up the habit of smoking weed. when i got back, i enrolled in a community college but still didnt care about school, so again, i put it in the back seat. i failed all of my classes cuz i didnt show up. weed, friends and having a good time was all i cared about for a year. im here today trying to redo my freshman year with a clean slate, retaking classes and all. but i still smoke every few days and i still dont give a shit about school and where it will take me. this needs to change, and quick or else ill be bummin my way through life.

This is my first day using this website… I think it will help me greatly if I actually use it to my advantage, unlike a lot of opportunities I have missed throughout my life. I’ll check back later.