mieda777

Maybe with time I’ll accept the fact that I’m not like the others, I’ll learn how to love myself and not to try to be somebody else. I can’t keep feeling afraid of what people may think about me, for I never been perfect, but neither are they. Why should I be afraid of them? Why should I feel inferior? I’m here for a reason, i didn’t come to this world to live in fear. I have to overcome it. I can be who I really wanna be. I only have to trust myself.

Be yourself … life is too short to be someone else.

I never overcome my fear. I’m afraid to face the truth, I’m afraid to lose what I love, I’m afraid of what the future may bring to me, I’m afraid to fail, to get hurt … I don’t trust myself, I always run away from my problems, I always search for easy solutions to escape. I’m too shy, too quiet, people say that I’m too innocent, too sensitive. I wanna change, I can’t carry on like this. I’m lucky to have several friends who always help me to get back on my feet, but … I always give up easily, I never end what I start. I have a lot to show but I hide myself behind a wall of fear. I’m 21 years old, I really should trust myself for I know I deserve better than this, I really do.

The first step towards getting somewhere is to decide that you are not going to stay where you are.

I don’t know why this happens to me, since I was a child. I can’t say no to my friends, or to my parents, or to anyone else, and I always end up doing what I don’t really like to do. It’s like I’m afraid to say what I really want, it’s like I never have the right choice. I really should get over it, coz soon I’m gonna start a work and this will be a big problem to me.

I’m 21 years old, and I still have this problem. I really need to change. I don’t wanna carry on like this. What should I do?