the guys from my country that take the same classes as me at college are so annoying. they’re all from rich families, and don’t believe in god, love gossip and dissing others, and think that anything that’s got something to do with art/poetry/etc is gay, while all these are the things that i actually appreciate in life. there sure exist people that understand me but they’re miles away. so everyday in labs and tutorials, i need to put up with people that i have no understanding with. the worst bit is that i’m afraid i’m growing accustomed to them, and too accepting of their behaviour. i’m angry at myself for not standing up for my values, but I don’t want to be in conflict with people i see daily. what should i do.
Feb 26, 12:48PM PST | 0 comments
My mom is a psychologist and she does counselling, helping loads of people with their lives. I’ve always admired her for what she does, and I got this desire to make world a better place passed on from her. I actually believe that every person has that desire deep inside, but it doesn’t always surface, especially when you live a stressful life or in an unsupportive environment. The problem with me is that I do very little to act on this desire. I have never really volunteered or supported any case, because I’ve always spent a lot of time studying, somehow focusing on myself only. This is because my family is not verry affluent, and I don’t want to spend my life worrying about money, that’s why I work hard now. I want to have children and spend quality time with THEM not at WORK. Still, I’m worrying that this pursuit of money has become too important for me, so I need to re-think my core values and become a better person somehow. If I died today, I wouldn’t really have made world a better place—need to work on this.
Feb 24, 03:05PM PST | 0 comments
and I feel that having kids would really make my life complete
Feb 22, 05:00PM PST | 0 comments
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