mindywindy24

My vengeance has started. I met somebody last year at jury duty and we’re now engaged. My new guy is all that my ex will never be…he is 6’4”, blue eyes, brown hair, sexy, loving, attentive, playful, sensitive, loyal, kind, and smart.

Keith (my ex) moved back in with his parents. Looking back, I can’t see how I ever could’ve been involved with somebody like him. He preyed on me because I had low self-esteem. My new love never fails to show me that he cares about me…and Keith has no one in his life at this time except his stupid weed-smoking friends. I’ll be attending university this year, I’ll be earning lots of $$$$$ from a new job, and I’m finally moving out of my stepfather’s home.

My ex will still be a lowlife with no aspirations or goals to be a better person. I’m not saying I was perfect while we were in a relationship but I loved him. I don’t need him anymore. I’m so much better off without him. He tried to tear me down by calling me stupid, etc. He tried to coerce me into smoking pot. His family was racist and his mom was a bitch who hated me because I’m light-skinned. His friends were morons. My revenge is simply living well, working hard to be successful, and devoting my affection/time to somebody who cares in return.

I feel ugly most times because for many years people made me believe that I was. They made fun of my hair, my clothes, my body, my looks, my brains, my personality. I want to show people that I am beautiful and I want to do it for no one but myself. I want my ex to realize that he will never have anyone like me in his life, because I’m with somebody else now.

My hometown is horrible. It is expensive to live here, people are rude and fake, no one speaks English, the school system is bad, it is HOT and dirty, it is ghetto…I hate it here.

Unfortunately, I have to finish school first before I can move. I’ll miss my mom and one other relative who lives here too, but this isn’t the place for me. I want to move to a very cold snowy state or country where people are more civilized.