You heard me. I feel like I failed. Completely. My stomach still has the muscle. You can see it.. past the fat. It was once pretty good looking and now it’s just. I don’t know, it’s hard to see myself in the mirror, you know? I want so desperately to be skinny and nothing is working in my favor. So today, after I had binged, I looked at myself and almost purged. I can see how it works now. It upset my belly pretty badly, but I refused to do it all.
I just need to get my eating habits on track. and for my fucking parents to listen to me when I say I don’t need junk food.
Jul 29, 09:22PM PDT | 1 cheer | 1 comment
I finished The Tenth Circle and I’m continuing to work on Sophie’s World. I have one chapter of questions left until I can finally enjoy the book without the hassle of writing down question and answer, question and answer. So it’s going good so far. I would like to see that my project gets finished, but I think I’ll start another book by then. Oh well. I still have August to go too.
Jul 13, 02:19PM PDT | 0 comments
I haven’t done much activity in the past.. week. I probably should, because soccer starts next week and although I have my muscles, I need to start running again and get back in my old habits. I have healthy food again, so that’s a start, but I need to start working on my exercising again, because I’m lacking it x_x
Jul 13, 02:15PM PDT | 0 comments
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