misssarah

We were together long enough that marriage was in the cards, then I moved away for a job and things got rough so I wanted to take a step back. Realizing that I missed him, we started talking again. All that this has led to is him saying things, me believing him and then getting hurt. It is a vicious cycle and I wish I could just remember why I wanted a break and stick to that. Am I lonely or do I really miss him. I really dont care anymore I don’t want him on my mind.

I am becoming increasingly unhappy with the way I look. I know where to start but it all just seems so overwhelming that I don’t know where to begin