mistakes

Well, i’m feeling much better today..my several day hangover is finally going away..along with the flu…i hope.
this is day 3 for me again…

hey folks, i havent posted here for quite some time…i haven’t been doing really bad,,but bad enough..i’m here again, i need to quit drinking once and for all..i’m currently feeling terrible..really terrible..i had the flu for a week,,finally started to feel a bit better, got drunk saturday and am still paying for it, i feel like the flu is back along with a 2 day hangover..yesterday i felt like i was going to die…i’m tired of living like this, i have no control over my drinking..it has affected many parts of my life.
I need to make a change.

well, i’m extremely embarrassed to admit that i have been drinking again. I feel terrible. I’m very disappointed in myself, i was doing so well for a while, and was feeling really good. Now my anxiety is really bad again. I know i have a problem, i drink alone. I use to be the one to get drunk then phone people, but not anymore, i made that mistake soooo many times. Anyway, i am going to be posting more often as i do find the support on here has helped me a lot in the past.