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i’m doing well in the not drinking aspect..i do feel awful though, i had a terrible migraine yesterday…i’m wondering if it could be caused by my body detoxing? I’m exhausted as well..any one been through this?

today is sunday,,,yesterday i woke up soooo miserable..very angry towards my hubby for no reason at all….barking orders at him all morning..i had to give myself a shake and apologize to him..anyway,,i spent the morning preparing lunch for a few friends coming over..when they arrived i had 2 beers with them..1 with lunch and one after..i so badly wanted more but didn’t..i went out to watch a friends son play hockey, came home had some tea and went to bed…i do fill like yesterday was a success..yes i had 2 beers..but going from what i use to drink to nothing is extreme..if i could do it great,,but i was a beast..for me it took the edge off..and i was able to stop after. Today i feel good..much calmer and loving waking up feeling good and ready to spend the day with my family.
thank you all for the support.

the evening is drawing to a close and I DID IT!!!!!! It was pretty darn hard..my daughter and i rented some movies..and i gotta say i was dieing for a drink..i didn’t have one..my hubby got home from work…must have been shocked to see me sober..now the three of us are sitting in front of the fireplace..reading..on the computer…wonderful family time..it definately would have been a very different style of evening if i had been drinking…i’m looking forward to getting up tomorrow, feeling great and taking my dog for a long walk before the family gets up!!!
Thank you all for your support!!!