mistress13itch4

i have only ever been in love twice….well…i fink i was in love at least…..

The first guy was amazing, spent 2 years with him untill i left him for another guy who i liked….big mistake….as the guy i liked soon left me for someone else!!!

The second, most recent guy is a bum, but i was too blind to see it at the start…he got sent to prison 3 days after me and him getting together….a month later he was released, but was put into a hostal as he was evicted from his flat for not paying his rent, it was soon after this that he was kicked out of the hostal for the same reason…so he came to live with me and my parents for 4-5 months, where he paid absoloutley nothing to my parents for his stay!....he soon showed a side of him id never seen, drink, drugs, and violence!!! the drink i didnt mind, but when mixed with drugs it resulted in violence….and it became more frequent….im still seeing this guy to this day….since the start oif our relationship he has moved in and out of another 4 hostals, had a job which lasted 4 2 dayz, stopped taking drugs and drink as often, however is still violent…..meeting him has resulted me being kikced out of my parents house 3 times, having every family member except my mum ignoring me!, i myself started to take drugs however in moderation! and basically my life has changed soooo sooo much!!!

Fair enough people….fall in love….but be careful who u fall in love with…..as i am now stuck in this guys grasp and cant get out of it….who knows how many more years of suffering im going to go through….ive even got charges against him currently….however….when hes not around i miss him….but when hes aroundi hate him….dont call me stupid for going back…..cus some of u may no….its just not as easy as that when its happening to ya!.....

im trying hardest to get out of this stuff but threats ect fly my way everytime….so for now, im just goin to wish u all luck and ope u all find some1 u want 2 fall in love with….not sum1 like ive got!

I was 11 yearz old when i lost my virginity….i no i no….its bad! but hey! each to their own…..im 17 now….and ya no wot….oviously i didnt wait 4 mr ryt lol i was 11….but, im glad i got it done and out of the way….because sex only gets better, well it has in my case anyway….my first time was awful, i was pissed out my face didnt have a clue!! i was bleeding and allsorts lol so painful….but every sexual partner i have engaged with since that day has each been better than the last….if that makes sense…..y waste time waiting 4 mr/mrs ryt when half the time they aint ever gona turn up?.....sex is a big part of peoples lives…well it is mine….so why wait? if your in your 20’z and still a virgin….to me….youve missed out on the teenage sex experience that most people have….so get laid already!......however…if its personal choice then im not going to knock ya….each 2 their own! x

yet another great drug!!!! bin takin this stuff 4 yearz now…but in moderation ov course….i dont go out ov my way 2 buy it all the time…just on a night out!!! reccomended 2 all! x