Mount Pleasant.Michigan. 2008.8TH August.
Ellen's Life List
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1. see jewel in concert
1 entry3 people -
2. stop eating when i'm full
5 cheers51 people -
3. create more artwork
4 entries . 9 cheers7 people -
4. mountain bike
2 entries . 2 cheers64 people -
5. Call my friends more often.
6 entries . 5 cheers224 people -
6. drive across America
1 entry . 6 cheers298 people -
7. get a guitar
1 entry . 1 cheer29 people -
8. learn to play guitar
1 entry . 2 cheers3,557 people -
9. watch redsox
2 cheers2 people -
10. Establish a youth centre.
1 entry . 3 cheers2 people -
11. Finish my boat
5 entries . 2 cheers2 people -
12. live on my boat
1 entry . 5 cheers2 people -
13. Become a Doctor
1 cheer1,424 people -
14. learn piano
4 cheers843 people -
15. permantly remove all unwanted hair
1 entry . 1 cheer4 people -
16. own a red Mustang convertable
3 cheers2 people -
17. have my poetry published
1 entry . 2 cheers46 people -
18. Go skydiving
1 cheer5,435 people -
19. stop falling for married men
1 entry . 4 cheers2 people -
20. have a baby boy
1 cheer76 people -
21. Move for a new beginning
1 entry . 2 cheers1 person -
22. sleep on a rooftop under the stars
3 cheers234 people -
23. Write and record an album
1 entry . 1 cheer230 people -
24. be my own boss
1 cheer547 people -
25. become a scientist
1 entry84 people -
26. Stay strong
1 entry . 2 cheers14 people -
27. Pay it Forward
1 entry . 5 cheers564 people -
28. do more paintings
15 people -
29. Have a house elf
1 entry . 2 cheers2 people -
30. Elf Myself
1 entry . 1 cheer9 people -
31. become a feminist superhero
1 entry . 1 cheer40 people -
32. Finish Finding Ellen
2 entries2 people -
33. Finish my Degree
3 entries2,319 people -
34. study everyday
2 entries28 people -
35. get fit
1 entry2,317 people -
36. Be Patient
298 people -
37. Kiss in the rain during a thunderstorm
1 entry2 people -
38. Facebook. Meet up with...all my friends.
1 person -
39. stop falling in love with unattainable people
5 people -
40. learn more Spanish
143 people -
41. Talk to Abby
1 person -
42. Come back next Summer
1 person -
43. International and pass!
1 person
I am so relieved, being held in emotional captivity and becoming anxious to the point of ruin, wasn’t making me very happy and I began to become unstable again. I don’t think I should listen to my heart very often. Crying over this for three months and now finally I have some resolution. I really wish people could just consider the damage they may be doing to the people who love them. I’m glad it is finaly over and I hope I never have to go through anything as painful as that ever again. Now I can move on with my life. Become happy and forget the negativity. Disfunctional men and relationships are now a thing of the past. I’m looking for positive, happy men, who can make decisions and would never consider starting a new relationship with someone until the last one they were in was officialy over.
