I'm doing 18 things
I have liked so so so so many boys in my life. I’ve always been boy crazy. But, pretty much none of them liked me back. They didn’t know I existed.
Until, one day, on my 15th birthday, I fell in love with my guy friend. I saw him in a new light and although he didn’t like me back, we were able to repair the friendship and I still treasure him.
I knew it was love only a couple years later. I had all the symptoms that you hear about – no sleep, can’t eat, etc. I walked around with a permanent smile on my face – it felt so different from the rest of my crushes.
And even when my heart was breaking because he didn’t feel the same, I still felt such good feelings too. It’s truly love when even after you get past the hurt, you don’t regret it. It was definitely painful but I am excited to fall in love again!
miyukisu's Life List
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1. lose weight
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2. improve my Japanese
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3. get married
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4. get drunk after my 21st birthday
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5. learn Japanese history
1 person -
6. improve my para para skills
2 people -
7. stop biting my nails
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8. Have my first kiss
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9. raise a good son
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10. make a drunken video blog
1 person -
11. meet Dir en Grey
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12. touch dir en grey
2 people -
13. see snow
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14. go watch a movie alone
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15. learn to play drums
464 people -
16. learn Italian
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17. go to a kat-tun concert
5 people -
18. learn to play guitar
4,283 people
How I did it: There's no how to on love. You just have to be willing to let someone in. Don't be afraid of getting hurt but don't let someone stomp on your heart when you don't have to. If you're not getting as much as you give, there needs to be action. Read how I did it…
How I did it: I went very early with friends, brought food/money and walked around the area and ate to pass the time waiting in line. It may seem crazy to wait for 4+ hours in line but it's worth it and not that bad. Read how I did it…
Too embarrassed to admit I want to see 17 Again. None of my friends would want to see it.
Plus, I feel more like an adult the more things I can do alone~
I think it’s a real interesting language and sounds beautiful. But, my first priority is Japanese and while I’d like to visit Italy. I probably won’t be using it much. Just a goal I’m setting for 15 or more years from now :)
