mizmarijo

I have put my life in Gods hands. I am making new friends and letting go of some of the pain from the past. If and when I enter into a new relationship, I will strive to maintain my own identity and not take on the identity of the person that i believe my partner wants. He will have to accept me as I am. I will not let him push me around, and i will stand my ground and if that doesnt work, I will move on. It is time I look out for myself and my own happiness. I will not again live under the “dont make waves” theory.

When I feel so lost and alone, I have take comfort in the fact that I am not alone. God is with me. The Spirit of my late husband is here with me too and he doesnt want me to be unhappy. I know he felt guilt and remorse for the way he treated me. Now I need to show him that I can fine myself. Not for him, but for me.

I express my self in painting and sewing and cake decorating and interior decorating and scrapbooking and anything else i can create. Everyone says I do beautiful work. This tells me there is a beautiful person inside of me that is trying to come out. Now all if have to do is find her. And… when i get her to come out and express herself in words and actions thanI should be a happy beautiful person.