you remember how i needed to get a new boyfriend?
well i broke up with the old one.
theres still memories and shit from when we were happy and those suck believe me.
and i googled ways to get over him.
so now all i need to do is get over him.
mizzsecrets's Life List
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1. find true spirituality in myself.
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2. stop lying to EVERYBODY
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3. i want to MEAN something really important to someone
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4. say every last thing i think about someone to that persons face
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5. really & TRULY understand alice in wonderland
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6. take a trip to somewhere that i just would have never planned on going to
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7. buy a car of my very own
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8. be an extra in a film
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9. own a pomeranian when i am ready
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10. go to montreal
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11. write the lyrics to a song that i can be proud of
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12. wants to learn how to be happy even if i'm alone
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13. build a romantic comedy collection
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14. do something that my parents can be proud of me for
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15. finish the first draft for a book that i started
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16. be how i used to be...
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17. go to inglewood
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18. let 'er rip.
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19. go to england with my friends
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20. Get on the road with my Drivers liscence
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21. tell all of my secrets...every last one. to somebody
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22. watch a real opera/play in somewhere exotic
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23. relax in a huge field and gaze at the clouds in the day and adore the stars at night
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24. complete all of the pages in my drawing book
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25. to be with someone better than my boyfriend
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26. meet josh rouse/ see him in concert
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27. become more independent and comfortable with myself
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28. needs to make 3 grand in the summer of '08
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i have had it in my head for so long that not having someon in your life constitutes utter unhappiness
and maybe it does
and maybe it doesnt
but i need to find a way to fight that
so don’t become depressed when the inevitable reaches me.
i knew i shouldnt trust sheisty men
you made me cry twice
and i swore i’ll never let it happen again
but what is the point.
when i lock up who says you’ll ever find the key?
i try and
i try
and your ass still wants to take from me?
what will it mean
when she rocks her life with someone new
make not mistake about it
she forgotten all about you.
i aint bitter
i just get better like weezy say
your ass knew better
than to let the girl just dip away
you so unreal
did you really think
i’m into mind games
my ass is grown
so whats so wrong bout doin the same
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