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As a fundraiser, I have to do a lot of schmoozing after work. Therefore on weekends, I’m usually pooped and tend to spend most of the weekends on my couch reading a book or catching up on my tivo’d shows.

I tell myself I do a lot of socializing…but I realized that most of it is for work…and not for me.

I intend to book by Wednesdays…one fun weekend activity for myself.

I’ve always enjoyed singing in the shower…whilst cleaning…or walking or biking along with my ipod(I don’t drive).

I have many friends who are professional singers…and they usually tell me to shut up if I sing in their presence. I’ve limited my singing in public to Happy B’day…but I’ve always wanted to burst into song whenever..or wherever. I guess the first step is to take singing lessons…which I plan to do by the end of the year!

Even though I’m viewed as a happy,go-to, fun person. I have this deep-ceded anger to my family…some of my co-workers, and I have to admit…I also suffer from frienvy (I’m always helping my friends and their lives seem so much easier).

I think some of it is that I’m impatient and don’t suffer fools..

I’ve always sworn that once I turn 50, I will stop censoring and tell everyone everything. Well, I turn 50 next year…and even I realize that might not solve my anger issues.

However, as I get older…and realize that my health is connected to these nasty feelings I have deep down. I must do something to alleviate this stress.