credit card debt, depression, losing my job, failing classes.
i’m leaving EWU, and going to Community college to start over and get my AA of business… i’ll go to cosmetology school after that… i need to get out of debt, and take care of me. its not what i really want, its taking 5 steps backwards, but its what i have to do. i give up on this goal.
Nov 29, 2007, 06:26PM PST | 2 cheers | 1 comment
My boyfriend of 5 months broke up with me last monday—
it really really hurts, because I honestly loved him to death, and its really killin me… All i want is to be loved completely… i want to be loved just as much as i love them—I thought thats what i had with matt, but i guess not.
Mar 04, 2007, 11:39PM PST | 1 cheer | 2 comments
it was my 20th birthday, and three weeks after we started dating—I’m so glad my first was with him-no one has ever loved me as much as he loves me, and we both lost our virginities that night… thats the way it should be. you shouldnt expect a lot from the other, and you should be equally as freaked out afterwards, you should equally be perplexed, and equally as flattered. i’m so glad it was him. :-)
Feb 22, 2007, 11:12PM PST | 1 cheer | 1 comment