Random Acts of kindness make me happy. The other day a friend of mine from running club gave me a timer to help me with our running. I totally felt awesome about having it! It was really nice to know that someone thought of me. I need to return the favour and pay it forward.
Random Thought: Physical pain is visible cuts/breaks/bleeding … is physical happiness just a smile and if that is it then there is more to a smile then I have previously thought
Observation: Physical pain is visible and will heal. Other pain seems to dwell underneath and is invisible to everyone but the bearer.
Event: Today I accidentally stabbed myself with a pistascho shell. It hurt but it was gone a lot quicker then some other pains I have.
wow how did I go so long without mentioning one of the biggest things that makes me happy. Music makes me happy. It always has when ever I have been too sad or mad to do anything I listen to music and boom all of a sudden I am groovin to the tunes and eventually it works the other emotions out of me. Now I am not a dancer but I can cut a rug when I am dancing in my bedroom. Music rocks! Listen to it any chance you get.
Random Thought: Ego and guts take you so far but eventually your it will depend on the strength of your weakness.
Observation: Being mad at someone takes a lot more energy then just accepting that they are who they are and you do not have to engage them.
Event: Today I extended my disappointment in a friend and I feel that I have gone too far but do not want to re-engage in the conversation. I am Lame.
I volunteered to help a lady move and she had moved her kitchen stuff already to her new place so she could offer us coffee and muffins and fruit once we were finished. It was really nice of her and definitely unexpected however I was tying to avoid bad food. Who says good deeds don’t go unpunished I ended up wolfing down a super sugar donut just at the end…darn it I was doing so well avoiding bad food…oh well
The act of growing plants makes me happy. The fact that I can actually grow something from a seed into a flower or plant is just fun. I have been running to my little flower pots every morning like it was christmas just to see if they had started to grow and now that I see litle buds coming out I cheer them on every morning and hope to see more. Being an Apartment Gardener actually makes me Happy.
Random thought: Things are complicated but simplicity is the key to complications… why is simplicity so complicated.
Observation: When you know what you want you can get it. But you have to be willing to live up to the consequences of getting it.
Event: Today I tried to have a pleasant conversation with someone that was not in a pleasant mood… it doesn’t work unless you are willing to be yourself regardless of their comments. I couldn’t.
Well it has been a struggle to fid some happiness lately. I think that one of the most important things that make me happy is blue sky and sunshine. I definitely know I am affected by the weather and lately it has been raining and that means lots of clouds and little blue sky. But when it comes back I will be happy again.
One smell that just takes me back to great memories and fun is the smell of BBQ! I love it!!! I love the food the typical banter the deck the whole scene I totally dig the BBQ Lifestyle. Unfortunately I live in an apartment and I’m not able to BBQ but the smell of other people’s grill is still good. Definitely makes me Happy!
Random Thought: Music is awesome because unlike movies you can find so many unique sounds and lyrics.
Observation: Some people say things without thinking and some people think without saying anything.
Event: Today I had Christmas in April! My parents finally mailed me my presents. I am not complaining but some of the gifts were meant to keep me warm during winter… which is kinda over
Well if there is one thing that always works and in fact I think I may have a problem with is CHOCOLATE! Chocolate makes me happy…really happy… unable to focus on anything but the greatness of chocolate makes me extremely happy. Cheers to all the chocolate bingers out there! I am one of you!
Staying on a budget is lame. I couldn’t buy my mom a birthday gift because I didn’t budget properly for it:( Infact I can’t really buy anything outside my budget because there are already so many unexpected things that have come up that I spend my pocket money on. Okay maybe I didn’t need a 6 pack to watch the hockey game but I need some small pleasures.
I joined the staff team. It should be fun but raising the money is harder then I thought and I thought it was going to be real hard. We are thinking of activities that we could do to raise some money.
I actually went on a run without the running club! Big step going out by myself. I typically need someone to hound me to do it or at least apply some guilt to convince me to go out. Maybe I can do this!!
OMG I might be set up on a date… I can hardly even operate thinking about it. They wanted to send me out tonight but I totally chickened out…I hope I give in next time!
What makes me happy… Cleaning oddly enough I enjoy making the mess and cleaning it up all in due time… which means I have my cake and eat it too but sometimes its a bit stale;)
Random Thought: Chocolate is the closest thing to pure euphoria. and yet the guilt is still there.
Observations: The saying “know when to hold them know when to fold them and no when to walk away” Is probably one of the most profound things said by a human in my life time.
Event: Just went shopping for nothing and came back with some stuff for the sake of buying stuff.
Okay so I found the place that does the weekend training in Kamloops. It only costs 190 bucks so that is good. The course is only a couple of hours and then you do a solo jump at 3000ft…gulp. I thought I would be strapped onto someone else and therefore be forced from the plane…but jumping out of a perfectly working plane seems kinda hard… I am past that notion that I am invincible. Even though the idea of skydiving came to me when I still thought I was invincible but now I have to do it hoooora…gulp.
I have to admit I hate the thought of running I hate every moment up to the running. But once I start Running and thinking about things that are going on I find myself running hard and trying to outrun my mind but I can’t and I just run and become so exhausted that I feel amazing! Running makes me happy because I feel good after it is over:)
THe first round of NHL Playoffs always makes me happy because there is Hockey everyday of the week. I love being able to turn on the TV on a monday and find an important hockey game. It totally rocks and makes me HAPPY!
