I’m gonna leave my country once more to go to Geneva for a year. Myself, i don’t understand very well the meaning of this goal, i added it when i came from Toronto, a month ago. I felt like going somewhere else… but i’m not sure that leaving my country again will help me to get away… of what?? i don’t know!! but the thing is i really feel like doing it. Meet new people, new faces, new place to have breakfast on Sunday… it’s kind of addictive, the fact of changing your entire life from one day to another…
mmebovary's Life List
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1. Decide what i want to do with the rest of my life and take action
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2. do some artistic activity
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3. learn to play piano even people thinks it's too late
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4. Find a job I like
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5. see the northern lights
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6. see ryan adams in concert
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8. find what i'm looking for
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9. smile
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10. learn photography
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11. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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12. feel free
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13. find myself in a situation where it makes sense and is in fact absolutely necessary to say "frankly my dear, I don't give a damn"
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14. have conversations late into the night with fascinating people
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15. give up fast food
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16. finish my degree
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17. I want to Love(be in love, stay in love and spread love)
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18. make a difference
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19. compose a song
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20. wear more hats
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21. come across a special person i thought I wasn't going to see again
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22. stop daydreaming, stop being indecisive, and find out what i want by doing things, not by sitting around thinking all the time
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23. live with integrity
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24. to live instead of exist
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25. record my dreams in a dream journal upon waking each day.
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26. jump on a train and run around wildly till I find him, then never ever let him go again, possibly run away with him
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27. drink more cocktails in a martini glass
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28. go back to Toronto
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29. have a song written about me
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30. believe that there is a world conspiracy (in the good way) to help me to get everything i wish
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31. live a bohemian lifestyle
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32. learn to swim properly
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33. tell a taxi driver to "follow that car!"
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I just have to asume that i can’t go to bed early. I can’t resist when somebody give me a call to go out for dinner or a beer or something, and if I’m at home, i always find something good to do at night!! watching a movie, write on 43 things, listen to that CD a friend lent me… my apartment is just so quiet from 10pm and it’s just me and whatever i’m doing… and yes, next morning the first thing i think when i wake up is “tonight i’ll go to bed early”... deal with it.
Oh! and one more thing!! i realized that it made no sense that one of my goals is “have conversations late into the night with fascinating people” if at the same time i want to go to bed early, no??
just because i thought it would be a good idea to list those great moments in life when you feel happy to be alive. And i just remembered that day when i unexpectly had a great night with a very goodlooking-musician-intelligent guy, wine in his backyard, interesting conversation late into the night, and a wonderful soundtrack. I arrived home at about 7 am, slept, got up and had a natural orange juice and a coffee, went for a walk by the lake, finished a book i was reading, then went to a Cat Power concert by myself, enjoyed the songs, caught a taxi. And the taxi driver was just so nice, and told me my english was so good!! I arrived home exhausted, but my smile couldn’t be bigger, and yes! oh yes! at that moment i thought it’s worth to be alive!!
