I’ve been married for a few years now and it seems to just get harder and harder. I swear, the older we both get the more different we become and it’s just so hard to keep the relationship from falling about. I love my husband but I would not say that I like him much. I know that’s awful but that’s just the way I feel.
mmouravskiy's Life List
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1. Lose weight
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2. get healthy
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3. go green
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4. practice taoism
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5. meditate
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6. learn a language
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7. improve my relationship with my husband
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8. love more
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9. eat less
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10. find a meaningful hobby
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11. paint every room in my house
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12. be more confident
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13. be more social
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14. Become more patient
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15. Read more classics
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16. save up an emergency fund
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17. be happier
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18. quit smoking
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19. learn to play chess
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20. write a book
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21. record an album
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22. be a better wife
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23. join a club
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24. start my own catering buisiness
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I am an employee for a fast food chain and that makes trying to stay healthy increasingly difficult. It’s very difficult to pass up the “free food” option even though the food in question is not in the least bit healthy. That is my overall daily struggle. I never imagined that my job would have such an impact on my weight loss.
Oh.. yesterday I went to the doctor because I have been having some intense stomach pain. I was then told that I was too fat to do an ultrasound to view my appendix so I would have to check into the hospital and do a full body ct scan which would end up costing me a hell of a lot more than the in doctor tests. So there you have it.. being fat is more expensive than being thin.
I have been overweight my entire existence and have never really been that upset about it until now. I have a very active two year old daughter and I feel like I’m missing out on all the good stuff because my body doesn’t cooperate. I am about 100 pounds overweight and at my heaviest weight of all time. I come from a fat family and I just thought it was ok. I’m sick of it.. and i need to be an example for my daughter.
