moban66

trying to gain motivation



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currently reading twilight 12 months ago

its a really good book.



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i am feeling depressed. 12 months ago

I set all these goals for myself. and i can’t achieve them!
-car
-good paying job (or at least lots of hours)
-start a business
-good grades

that is not too much to ask!!!!
but something always gets in the way.
maybe God doesn’t want me to be successful.
maybe he just doesn’t care that much.
except to keep me alive and miserable.
if im going to be alive why can’t i get these things!?
i just don’t understand why everything has to go wrong…
if im not going to get any of those things i don’t see how i will become successful in life, im destined to fail.
so what’s the point of living?!
i can’t wait for things to straighten up. i feel like God made it clear, he just doesn’t care about me achieving my goals.



be more real
when you are real 15 months ago

speaking your mind may overwhelm people or even offend them sometimes. most people honestly do not care about your opinion. but its worth it because when you make a friend you know they are real too and that they like you despite everything.



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