Well, it’s been about a year and a half, and I haven’t made much progress. I have struggled with some health issues, but mainly I just haven’t found that all-needed motivation to do what needs to be done to lose weight. I think I’m almost there…at the point where I’m ready. I’m hoping the next time I update this, I’ll have significant results to share! :)
mommymoehawk's Life List
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1. lose 115 pounds
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2. find a church
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3. show the world that Christianity is about love and acceptance, not hate
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4. be a better mom
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5. work out consistently
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6. cut sugar out of my diet
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7. learn to sew
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8. organize my house
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9. get and keep my house clean
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10. go to Greece
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11. fix my credit
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12. pay off outstanding 401K loans
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13. buy a house
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14. flip a house
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15. stop worrying all the time
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16. realize my parents can never love me the way I need to be loved
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17. make my house greener
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18. get my teeth fixed and whitened
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19. get a tummy tuck and boob reduction
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20. have sex with my husband more
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21. pray with my kids more often
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22. re-discover Shakespeare
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23. be more patient with my kids
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24. reach out to people in need or crisis
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25. read more books
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26. find out what my passion is
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27. learn how to dance hip hop
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28. start doing yoga
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29. start composting
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30. be a better wife
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31. write a really good poem
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32. learn to cook better
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33. write a movie script
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34. laugh more
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35. go to Alaska
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36. go to Hawaii
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37. buy some new clothes even though I hate shopping for them at my current size
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I am learning to accept the fact that my parents are who they are, and aren’t going to change. They are both wonderful people, but they are not capable of loving me the way I want to be loved by them. I desperately want to be closer to them and have more time with them. I am still recovering from childhood wounds they aren’t even aware they inflicted. I want to let go of the past and just love them for who they are (and aren’t). This is a work in progress for me.
We finally started putting money back into our 401K again. Because we filed for bankruptcy, we had to quit contributing for a while because the government considered this small amount to be “disposable” income. I feel like we are finally back on track. Now, we just need to pay off our 401K loans.

