Updates…
So,last weekend I learned Uno, coloring outside of borders, and playing clown to a bunch of amazing children!
Thinking of crafts to make since independence day is coming up…
I’ve realized that making other people happy is never about yourself, but about giving of yourself honestly.
Doing something for someone out of real affection, no matter how small, is like growing flowers in your soul.
Bit by bit, love given is love received, I’m starting to make heartfelt friends whose faces I know without knowing their names or religions or…
Or any other useless information!!!
I’m just there, and children are the greatest teachers…
If you’re happy, laugh your ass off, and if you’re sad, just cry and get it over with.
Then go on playing and laughing asap!
Nov 10, 10:30AM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments
Lately I’ve been volunteering more and being more attentive to my actions, words and their repercussions on the people I care about and love. Giving of yourself came to me after a lot of me-years fuelled with unhappiness…but I’m happy to have gotten to the point where its not about me anymore, and I’m not the center of the world.
Shedding silly notions finally.
And the more I think of this goal, the more I realize its really not about being selfish in life and wanting more to say I’ve lived, but making the most of today, and tomorrow, if given the chance.
I think I’ve come to a clear perspective about this one: to die knowing I’ve lived isn’t just about the places I might travel to, or the people I might meet, or the things I might acquire.
Its not about stuffing the piggy bank of experiences to boost about, but stuffing it with more worthwhile experiences.
I know if I think with my heart and choose to make the best of what’s given to me in life, take care of the people I love, make people happy because i have love to give not out of personal gain but because to give is to receive naturally, I think that would be enough.
Make a positive dent in time in the place I’m in, with the people I know, or love or will get to know.
Thinking that you never know when you’re out of here, making positive changes with the time now is already a great leap forward for me!
Nov 10, 03:04AM PST | 0 comments
Well,I quit for a month and was so proud of myself then after one hellish week, I blew it all with smoking :)
And I’m not proud of myself at all, and I hate being a smoker again, but don’t want to morph into a food monster as well… viewing I gain/lose weight very easily, but have one hell of an appetite.
And I don’t want to become a nervous wreck either.
And nothing can excuse me for smoking, I need to just do it.
As soon as possible, instead of being such a wimp about it as usual.
Nov 06, 07:45AM PST | 4 comments