a fool i still find myself day dreaming bout the guy at the gym. who i might add, i havent seen in ages. :(
i find myself thinking i will jsut seize the day, and one day when im done with my workout for the day, in my hot sweaty mess, and jsut go up to him and say “hey, i like you, heres my number”... and give it to him and walk away. i figure our schedules are so different lately and i hardly see him, that if i get rejected i can live with it and ignore him easily when hes in. but yeah im a fool. to even think these things. but its just thinking. i dont know that i would have the guts to do it and maybe thats a good thing. but i still find doing this easier than striking up a conversation and being friendly. i rather cut to the chase and make my intentions clear. i cant have another friendzone.
but right now i got nothing. daydreamings all i got.


