I will be handing in my resignation at work soon. this means that I may never see 20somethign kid again unless I bump into him in the street or something sometime.
so, I am gonna let him know I am resigning on Friday or saturday, if I get the chance to speak to him privately. see how he reacts or what he has to say. and leave it at that.
and then in my final week on the last day we work together, I am in 2 minds as to wether I should ask him if he is on facebook/swap numbers/”if u ever wanna meet up sometime bla bla” or just say nothing.
the old fashioned me always believes that if a guy really likes you, he will make it happen, esp now he will know I am leaving. so if he doesn’t say or do anything to stay in touch then he doesn’t care.
the modern me, thinks what if he is shy, he is such a passive person and keeps everything bottled up. and I also think life is about taking a risk, asking if he wants to be friends on fb is not such a big deal its not even a date, I have most of my work colleagues on their anyway. im thinking should I seize the day, or should I let it be. if he likes me, he can make it happen.
I think if I leave it nothing will happen. so surely that tells me everything I need to know. so yeah that’s what I will do, even tho I kind of want to seize the day. and just say hey, im leaving so if u ever wanna meet up for a drink to catch up don’t be shy, add me on fb. or I can give u my number. something along those lines.
sigh. I will see how I feel on the day. I may something, I may say nothing. but I will tell him on Friday or Saturday im leaving so he knows.
I think ultimately, I want to let it be. im tired of chasing after guys who aren’t interested. someone can chase me for a change. whether its him or not.
yeah I think so. sucks but that’s life. we’ll see what happens in the next 2 weeks.