I'm doing 3 things
There are plenty of guys that have talked to me in past years. This one guy, one of the cutest guys in my grade, liked me in like eighth grade. He was a new kid in school and i didn’t really notice until one day he just couldn’t stop staring at me.he was friends with some of my close friends and we talked but whenever he stared to stare I would just pretend like I didn’t I didn’t see him. When he gave me compliments I would pretend like I didn’t hear them or just smile and not say anything. Maybe I was shy. But it only happens when I know a guy likes me. Any guy can come up to me and talk to me and I’ll make conversation and be friends but the second I find out he likes me I tend to ignore him, and walk away when he tries to talk to me. I guess I get nervous and don’t want to show my feelings.
This other guy, jeremy, the first boy’s best friend started to like me in like 9th grade. All year long he would ask me what class we had next at our lockers and walk down the hallway with me. It wasn’t until like march that I realized that he liked me.That’s when I stopped talking to him. But I always thought/hoped that he would talkt o me out of his own accord or ask me out or something. In beginning of 10th grade he got a girlfriend and didn’t stare at me as much but he still did. I would just make sure I sat there looking nice and barely made eye contact.Then he became obsessed with his girlfriend. However, Joey still liked me. I could tell cause his friends would always look and giggle in my direction and he still talked to me randomly. Also, when he went out with this girl for two months and then broke up with her i saw her give me evil sideways looks and say ,I think, “she’s not even that pretty.” However, at times I was confused if he liked me at all. That’s when the june afer 10th grade I messeaged him on myspace b/c I heard he was moving to North Carolina. I said that i told him that i knew he really liked me since eighth grade but he denied it saying that we were only friends.I didn’t reply back, I regretted this messeage b/c it turns out that his plans had changed and he wasn’t to move until after he graduated. I felt so embarassed. Especially since he seemed to notice me more the following fall-like he liked me when he definitely said he didn’t. However, i still ignored him. I remember him sliding across the lockers in front of me asking if I had a pencil. I said no when I usually said yes. But I really didn’t have a pencil but I didn’t even try to look like I used to. This seemed like a final rejection for him b/c he left me alone for the most part after that. And this year I see him stare at me and chance glances at me like he has feelings for me-but I’m still confused.He moves mid0june.
This kid Ryan, was one of my close friends in 9th grade and then he started making rude comments about me. That’s when I noticed he like me. Jeremy also said “Ryan wants to fudge her.”
He’s kinda whimpy and skinny. I finally cussed him out in 10th grade. He still likes me though. He’s a nice but rude indiviual he kept saying that our friend brendan wanted to go out with me and thought I was sexy.
Also,I did drum corps/summer marching band for 3 seasons. In 9th grade I noticed this kid, Adam, started to like me and tried to talk to me but I didn’t know what to say back. He played the snare and i played the drumset outside of corps. He was really cute and funny.However, he smoked. This was the same time Joey,Jeremy,and some other boys named antonio,kareem,camron,and some other kid that I heard some guy say “I remember when jon was obsessed with her”. And some other kid andrew, and brice.
Nothing happened really though. Until I quit he still stared like crazy-not so much toward the end. His cousin, Alex, who also was in my grade at my school started to show interest. I never really talked to him-but I remember in 4th grade thinking how much he annoyed me. I had added him along with others from drum corps on myspace. He started posting bullitens and blogs/poems about some girl he was in love with and it wasn’t long until I found out he was obssessed with ME.He tried to talk to me but I eventually started to ignore him. I actually started to really like him. He acted like me,aside from his vulgar humor,played the drums,never been had a girlfriend,didn’t drink or smoke like his friends and of course, was a virgin. I thought it would be so cute if we both went out. But still nothing has happened. around this time last year he finally broke his “straightedge” imgage by getting drubk with his friends, had one cigarette and had sex with some random girl. I was crushed b/c I know he only did it b/c he was sore about me. He would list captions like “creep kid” and “she broke me and no one wants to buy me”. I thought I couldgo out with him but I don’t know how after this long time. I remember at Prom last May he couldn’t keep his eyes off me-I’m surprised he even knew his date was there. I didn’t go with anyone.BUt i know he still likes me b/c he said once in my civics class “There’s this black girl that I want to go out with so bad.” But my mom hates his guts.But she’s trying to get me to “start getting ready for prom” and “start hanging out with guys”.
All the other guys in drum corps liked me too. This one guy, mike and me became good friends but we never hung out outside of drum corps. He was really funny, best friends with Alex, one year older, better body,-but he always seemed to have a girl friend. He would go out with a girl for like a year and then dump her for another girl and stay with that girl for a year too. Right now it’s been six months with his current girlfriend. He quit drum corps like me and the last time I actaully saw him he said to the kid next to me “Tom, will you be my girlfriend after I’m done with Kelsey?” and i was like oh my god he did like me. -b.c before I wasn’t so sure. But I didn’t have my contacts on so I couldn’t make eye contact and his girlfriend was in his lap and the other guys were probably listening and looking.
Then, in June this guy Camron who I found out really liked me. I heard him say “Margaret,I think you’re beautiful.” and when I SAID ‘WHAT?” he reponded “I think you’re nice.”and I turned
away (busy hallway). He would talk to my friends and not me. One time he came pretending to ask out my best friend (who is by all means,i’m sorry to say,not the sexy/hot/or pretty type at all)and ignoring me. He asked for her skittles and she said no. I offered mine but he didn’t notice.I was gonna ask him to prom but he started to ignore me. Then,in June he came to my group of friends and was standing next to me when he suddenly grabbed my shoulders and said “Oh,Maragret, let’s get close, I want to go out with you so bad-le’s get married-”and when I took his arm off me he tried to play it off by pretending to propose to one of my pretty friends. I didn’t say anything. That was the worst thing to do. Attack a girl AND ask her out in front of her friends.He was taking advice from his big group of friends.
Then, the first day of school, I was hurrying to finish my AP English summer work in Calculus when I noticed the boy, Adam Vu next to me turned around in his seat just gazing at me. Whenever, someone tried to talk to him he would have to jerk out of his hypnotism and almost immediately returned his stare. One girl saw he was looking at me and said “It’s love.” And I was the first in Civics that day and he sat right next to me. I never really talked to him before and thought he was kinda chubby but good-looking. But i can’t really do anything b/c Alex and Jon sit right next to him. Also in calculus there’s, camron, kareem. antonio, Jeremy,joey, Andrew this other kid Arev that liked me. Very hard to “flirt”.Adam hasn’t really had a girlfriend before either and is funny.He’s also friends with alex jon and joey,jeremy and knows the others.
All the guys are friends with each other so if I go out with one it’s like i’m rejecting the others. But I won’t get anyone if I continue to stall like I’ve done my wgole life =( HELP ME!
Valentine’s soon and so is prom I wan someone
