I called the sliding-scale counseling place, left a message, and they called me back the next day to obtain my schedule. I expressed interest in individual counseling as well as potentially joining a men’s group. I figure there’s bound to be some dads and husbands in the men’s group. I have been to this place before for couple’s counseling and we ended up married, and happy so far, so I thought I’d give it a shot to help me with some more personal issues I’m having, like some relatively mild depression/anxiety/self-esteem issues. Plus, the major reason for me to go is that I cannot get over pot on my own and I want to use individual counseling to support myself in that endeavor.
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1. be a good father
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3. Bike Flanders.
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4. Exercise regularly.
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5. organize my photos
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6. Use My Health Insurance
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7. make a smaller ecological footprint
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8. give up soda for 43 days
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9. Drink 64oz of H2O per day for 43 days
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10. Volunteer 43 times
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11. Go swimming 43 times this Spring/Summer.
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12. Go to meditation 43 times.
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13. Learn to tie ten knots.
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14. learn to play the harmonica
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15. Learn to play backgammon
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16. learn home canning
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17. Learn Spanish
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18. Salvage & Restore.
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19. read all the books I own
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20. Research useful and edible native plants.
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21. get a skateboard
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22. Create a man shed
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23. learn to sail
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24. Learn Self Defense
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25. practice archery
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26. keep bees
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27. ride in a helicopter
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28. ride in a hot air balloon
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29. Take two vacations per year that include any/all of the following: camping, hiking, biking, kayaking, rafting, sailing, scuba
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30. graduate from college
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31. get out of debt
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32. own a home
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33. own a llama
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34. build a treehouse
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35. Urban Homestead in 2013
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36. Kill my bills.
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37. Overcome my anxiety/depression!
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38. plan my meals
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39. get a job
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40. Shift everything from Apple to Google.
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41. Document people, places, things and ideas that I love about the city in which I live.
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42. Personal Bootcamp
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43. Prepare to stay perfectly sober for 43days.
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How I did it: First, we bought 6 chicks. Then we killed 5 from negligence-ingnorance. Next, the lady at Callahan's Feed Store gave us 10 to make up for it. At this time we bought a heating bulb and borrowed a lamp; 9 survived! They are fairly good size now and we think that two are roosters. Since we live in a neighborhood, we'll have to find country homes for the boys or else kill and eat them. I am gonna wait unti… Read how I did it…
How I did it: First, I thought about it for a long time, okay, a really long time, like a decade. It lingered on 'to-do' lists, was talked about with friends, looked up online, and of course included as soon as I got on 43T's, but nothing really progressed for that embarassing amount of years. The only thing that really changed it was my introduction to the wonders of the Fine Arts Library at the University of Texas and their willingness to… Read how I did it…
How I did it: The steady rain that we've been getting in central Texas has been great for garden and yard alike! The only problem is that the rate of growth has outstripped my capacity to manage it with my (non-motorized/non-electrified) tools. Soooo, I asked my sis-n-law if I could borrow here gasoline burner last week and I was finally able to go and get it yesterday morning. I had to tinker and toy with it to get it running properl… Read how I did it…
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Yesterday I did a lot of looking around online to figure out some ways beat my depression/anxiety. In so doing I came upon several websites that recommend several different vitamins and herbal supplements. Some of which are best ingested via food, others are best taken in their natural form, some only have to be smelled but almost all of them come as pills. On ALL of them it says to consult a physician before use, and I actually would really prefer that but it still costs me money to go to the doctor because of my “health savings plan”-type insurance. I want to go ‘head and start taking some of the pills I have in preparation to abstain from marijuana but I am having a hard time discerning the effects of combining random supplements. I think that we’ll hit our deductible soon due to paying out of pocket for all pregnancy-related costs thus far, so then it’ll be covered and I won’t have to pay for a visit.
I just want to start mitigating the negative affects of pot withdrawal now so that it’ll actually stick once I am completely tapered off.
It’s funny how all these goals get so interrelated.
Anyways.
pic cred: Getty Images (don’t sue me please!)





