mr_knapp

Drive, motivation, ambition, discipline. I need this. Since all these things are created within myself i need to create some more of this. Thats it. Just me and how much i can focus.
I must stay consciously aware. Or aware of my consciuosness.
Stop letting my mental and bodily urges overpower what my soul is striving for.
FOCUS.

People suck. I am very alone in this world mostly because i think for myself. I do not watch television or lsiten to the radio. Nor do i take part in conversations about famous people or bullshit that really has nothing to do with anything. I try to talk about important issues which some how bother the majority of people. On more than one occasion i have had someone tell me to just stop talking “i dont want think about that.” Basically saying i dont want to THINK about anything that wasnt scrptied and censored then blasted out of a machine to over power my own thoughts and opinions. Fucking cattle, just keep moving along with the herd.

To believe you have discovered the meaning of life is the ultimate height of arrogance. We can never know anything beyond our own subjectve views. So ultimately lifes meaning is what you choose. (realizing this is my view only and also accepting the massive probability it is wrong) But its what i believe for now. As to the meaning i have chose its about life. DUH.. We are life, and without all other life , before us and living with us, we couldnt exists. So my goal is to enoy, cherish and protect all life. Which is a difficult task in this unbelievably selfish and materilistic society.