mr_technology_lover

Dear reader,
This is me, 19 yrs old. I’m so depressed and destroyed. I feel I’m going to die soon. I’m from Egypt college of engineering the university of my city. It’s the 3rd year for me in this college. I’m so sad and feeling so so bad. I have only ONE friend of boys in this college during the WHOLE 3 yrs. I’m at a very bad situation too. Because I failed at the 1st yr of the college, laws changed where subjects of freshmen and mine got changed, now I’m at the 2nd yr but according to old laws, meaning just 2 common subjects between freshmen and me. Just 24 silly guys in my old law class. I’m unable to interact with girls outside my class, anyone can tell me how to talk to any girl (as friendship) without any occasion. Any girl I admire (romantic), either she is already dating someone or she is from the higher conceited class. When I’m in college, boys and girls around me everywhere, most of them in groups. If you went there and had a look towards me while I’m waiting for next class, you’d find me sitting alone where no one cares about me. Inside me I wish zillion times any guy or girl come to ask me share his/her time, but in vain. I feel shy and unconfident if I was going to talk to any girl or any boy I don’t know. I tried to ask a girl for a date and expressing my true love to her, she left me 4 times talking to myself and last time she was so rude to me. I’m getting more worse and worse. I’m handsome fit rich young man with gentle looking. Anyone tell me, what should I do? Should I move from this college to far away of home one to start over with new friends? I think friendship in college must be done from 1st yr, I mean from 1st day at 1st yr. Now I think times up for me there so much where I reached that I don’t want go to this college again. I need to make friendship with most of people I know, even you reader, I’m really so romantic and kind heart shy man. I know that’s not our age personality, but that’s me :’(
I tried to find a friend over internet, by chance I fell in love with a 40 yrs old woman. I loved her so much from my heart. She was from USA.I loved her over chat and romantic poetry we were writing. Recently I found out she is jail fugitive and she cheated me. That made my heart broken too. I resorted to chat rooms where I knew many people from many cultures. It took me months to interact with them, most of them until today, some of them don’t like me as jealousy in most cases. I feel so sad when someone don’t like me……I’m unable to go on typing because my tears make me unable to read well.
I really need the good nice caring friends I’m seeking all my life. I want to be more social with all. I need the deep warm hug, the true love, caring and interest of all. If you want to be one of my good friends in my life, here I’m welcoming you anytime.
I wish you help me trying resolving my problems. Sorry for telling you about my simple problems and dreams.

Dear reader,
This is me, 19 yrs old. I’m so depressed and destroyed. I feel I’m going to die soon. I’m from Egypt college of engineering the university of my city. It’s the 3rd year for me in this college. I’m so sad and feeling so so bad. I have only ONE friend of boys in this college during the WHOLE 3 yrs. I’m at a very bad situation too. Because I failed at the 1st yr of the college, laws changed where subjects of freshmen and mine got changed, now I’m at the 2nd yr but according to old laws, meaning just 2 common subjects between freshmen and me. Just 24 silly guys in my old law class. I’m unable to interact with girls outside my class, anyone can tell me how to talk to any girl (as friendship) without any occasion. Any girl I admire (romantic), either she is already dating someone or she is from the higher conceited class. When I’m in college, boys and girls around me everywhere, most of them in groups. If you went there and had a look towards me while I’m waiting for next class, you’d find me sitting alone where no one cares about me. Inside me I wish zillion times any guy or girl come to ask me share his/her time, but in vain. I feel shy and unconfident if I was going to talk to any girl or any boy I don’t know. I tried to ask a girl for a date and expressing my true love to her, she left me 4 times talking to myself and last time she was so rude to me. I’m getting more worse and worse. I’m handsome fit rich young man with gentle looking. Anyone tell me, what should I do? Should I move from this college to far away of home one to start over with new friends? I think friendship in college must be done from 1st yr, I mean from 1st day at 1st yr. Now I think times up for me there so much where I reached that I don’t want go to this college again. I need to make friendship with most of people I know, even you reader, I’m really so romantic and kind heart shy man. I know that’s not our age personality, but that’s me :’(
I tried to find a friend over internet, by chance I fell in love with a 40 yrs old woman. I loved her so much from my heart. She was from USA.I loved her over chat and romantic poetry we were writing. Recently I found out she is jail fugitive and she cheated me. That made my heart broken too. I resorted to chat rooms where I knew many people from many cultures. It took me months to interact with them, most of them until today, some of them don’t like me as jealousy in most cases. I feel so sad when someone don’t like me……I’m unable to go on typing because my tears make me unable to read well.
I really need the good nice caring friends I’m seeking all my life. I want to be more social with all. I need the deep warm hug, the true love, caring and interest of all. If you want to be one of my good friends in my life, here I’m welcoming you anytime.
I wish you help me trying resolving my problems. Sorry for telling you about my simple problems and dreams.

I want to ask, but most groups are not from the class I’m in nor the department I’m at nor the educational yr nor my city. Would these things cause much troubles with them?
I need also to ask, if I moved from my current college to far away harder one, would it be better for me to start over from the 1st day I’d be there?
I’m so confused dudes