I'm doing 20 things
it's so... far
3 years ago
it’s like a dream go to los angeles. i mean, it’s so far from where i live that sometimes i think that it’s impossible being there.
mrsonaga's Life List
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1. eat healthier
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2. Write every day
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3. read more books more often
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4. Lose fat, get fit
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5. organize my room
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6. organize my photos
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7. get more books
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8. Finish what I start
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9. Get a tattoo
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10. travel lots and lots
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11. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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12. write a book
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13. do a exchange
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14. go to LA
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15. stop worrying so much
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16. write and publish a book
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17. list 200 things that make me happy
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18. meet the cast from Showtimes L word
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19. travel to other country and have an affair that makes me wanna stay there
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20. fight for civil rights
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Recent entries
my comming out
3 years ago
before my first gay relationship a friend of mine felt in love with me, but she was so inside closet that it really bottered her, and she kept saying that it was not what she wanted to her life. to get things worse, she lived in a small town. after a while, she felt in love with other girl, they started dating and she had to come out to her familly because her sister discovered. she REALLY soffered, her mother tried to force her ending her relationship and almost got it done.
meanwhile, i knew much before that i liked girls, i thought i was ok about that, and started dating a friend of her when i travelled to her town. i was being cold with this girl and just realized after she asked me why was i treating her that way. nowadays i can see it’s because deep inside i was denying to myself that i was in love, and worse, with a girl. i came back to são paulo and stopped to think about it, and with time, i accepted myself and came out to my mother, who i knew that is not a homophobic person, most of my friends and my sister.
if i said that i’m tottally out of the closet i’d be lieing, but i really feel free to do whatever i want.
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