murderSCENE

Bah.
UC Santa Cruz? I’d never fit in.
UC Berkley? I don’t know.
UGA? Full of the stoners I already know.
I don’t knowwww. Two more years to decide.

I want to change. Just, everything. I want a haircut. I want to start wearing make-up. I want to be more emotional. I want to say what I feel. I want to be spontaneous.
Bah.

I’m thinking.”We are made from the sharpest things.” – MCR’s Give ‘Em Hell Kid
“How wrong we were to think that immortality meant never dying.” – MCR’s Our Lady of Sorrows
“Long you live and high you fly
and smiles you’ll give and tears you’ll cry,
and all you touch and all you see,
is all your life will ever be.” – Pink Floyd’s Breathe

I suppose this will be easier when I am old enough to travel myself.
Two more years.

So I made a list for all of the never-used make up I have for Laundro.
Of course, Laundro isn’t working at the moment.
Oh well.
It’ll happen.

So I didn’t do it last night.
I’m making it a point for tonight though.
Tata.

5’4” about 125 pounds.

Honors Chemistry – 70 (D)
Spanish 1 – 93 (A)
Algebra 2 – 70 (D)
Honors Language Arts – 83 (B)
Photo Design – ? Probably D or C
AP World History – 57 + 10 = 67 (F)

Only one class, but I also need to improve others.

I plan to sell things on Laundromatic. This should help raise some money. Gah.

I’m online constantly, so this will be my reminder to do this.
Starting tonight, I will work out.
And I will continue to do it.
Promise.