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i want my boyfriend to know how much i love him and i will work hard to show him that i care about him:D

so currently i’m craigslist-ing everything i see with needing a bass player and vocalist…. :/ pretty easy now, but i think the rejections won’t be so easy. ahhah at least i’m taking a step forward right?

i decided that since i’m going to turn eighteen real soon i need to do it sometime this year. :D

i very strongly believe in them and i know that one day even maybe when i’m an old woman i will see one.

i’m such a romantic. to kiss in the rain is such a dream for me. but i’ll do it when i’m ready. and not worry about how soon i get it done. C:

ahahha. everyone needs to try it at least ONCE right?

i loved this one guy… but i guess it’s not going to work. so i’ll just love someone who does love me back. and try to be nice to everyone so that someone nice can love me back.

alright. a CHALLENGE. wow i hate exercising. who hasn’t tried this a billion times before. maybe it’ll work this time. C:

ALRIGHT….
i got a whole two solid months to try this one out. :D good luck to me.

i always wanted to do this. i mean sure i have a long way to go. but i can start saving up now. C: ahahha. it’ll be majestic.

i got to do it for me. C: and not slack off this year…. i know i can do it. school is easy.

this past year has been horibble for me. :/ all because of one thing i let get into my head. i cant forgive myself because i’m embarrased that if i see him again he’ll find out what a wreck i am. i always want to be better and try to live up to what he would like. but i guess i just have to face that he doesn’t like me and move on. right?