musictolive

i have gotten very used to living in a chemically enhanced world. once in a great while it hits me that at any given moment of the day i am not sober. i know that with all the transitions in my life right now it is best for me to be stabilized on these drugs, but i can’t wait to cut down. i thinki i will be working on this for a while.

i have been under different kinds of stress lately, with my budding career and moving away from home, but i am surviving, and feel amazing.

i have been going to the dr to get off of some of my medication and its been rough. i am having seizures, and i am feeling like crap. i guess i have no other choice than to deal with it and remind myself that it will feel so much better when i leran how it feels to live without chemical assistance again.