I'm doing 9 things
it’s just not working, even thinking of stopping includes thinking of him, even trying to hate him or at least dislike him includes thinking of him.
him
him
him
Dee's Life List
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1. be more patient
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2. go to the library more often
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3. have courage
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4. stop being too obsessed
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5. stay with my family forever
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6. adopt a child
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7. Design and build my own house
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8. fight poverty
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9. learn to trust
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Recent entries
.. i’ll act as if nothing has happened, even though i believe in signs, and those stuff are clear signs, i’ll just try to get my head into something else.
.. (which happened the very same day i decided to stop thinking of him).. it’s really hard coz a dream can be so intensed and so, it keeps haunting me all day.
i found that it really helps to write it down or talk to my friend about it, but since i’m not talking about him again i’ll go for writing. it’s just that when i read my dreams again after a while, i feel a huge need to hold him and be with him.
i’m gonna try.
