ashley.nicole

I was almost out of debt and than..
emergency hospital bills without insurance.
What do you do when medical tragedies occur and you have no other option..
I may be Native American & have “free” health care but there is always red tape and limits to what they provide.
Ambulance rides to the nearest hospital.. NO
Dental work other than having a tooth pulled.. NO
Intense Psychical Therapy.. NO
Being unable to work.. NO

On top of it all..
being paid tax free catches up to you eventually.

.. and than it begins all over again!
I’m working on forming a new list
& it feels as though I am starting all over again..
thankfully, I now have insurance to prevent future debt.

So here it goes..
to once again being debt free!!

AshleyNicole

so im actually in chicago updating my 43thing before i head out on another exploration of the city! penny is at bartending class for the week so im using it to get to really know my way around. oh but im in love.. this place. the smells. amtrak. downtown. old town. the river. food. bars open til 4am. shit. i might just stay here forever.. actually.. thats part of the plan!! this is so incredible.. i set off here because it was her 21st and she said i must return if only for a while but now i honestly cant see myself leaving.. nor do i have a desire too.

my fortune read.. life is an experiment.

to just throw some shit in a bag and go somewhere ANYWHERE! maybe its because ive quit my job. its partially because most of my friends are off in their own worlds.. college marriage ect. and i have a chance for a break and im really sort of desperate to take advantage of it! i dont want to feel like a stationary human being. oh fuck. what to do. what to do!?

struggle for peace of mind..