I'm doing 21 things
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22 months ago
now that i have a digital camera that doesnt die all the time i love to take pictures! it is so fun and i get to express myself in different ways!
mzdiz136's Life List
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1. be confident
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2. pay people back
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3. wake up earlier
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4. learn to SCUBA dive
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5. model
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6. leave notes in library books
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7. Audition for American Idol
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8. do something spontanious
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9. do something crazy
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10. To live instead of exist
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11. travel to england
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12. figure out what i want to do with my life
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13. watch the sunrise
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14. Get a tattoo
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15. learn to ride a horse
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16. Learn who I was in a previous life
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17. get my driver's license
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18. clean my room and keep it clean for more than a week
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19. blow job
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20. get a job
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21. wake up next to someone I love
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How I did it
It made me
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How I did it: my girls mean everything to me. i would never betray them. they would never betray me. i can tell them anything and i know they wouldnt judge me. Dont surround yourself with people you dont trust. It will just hurt you in the end. Read how I did it…
It made me
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How I did it: we were "watching" a movie.with the best guy. not the one i mentioned in my other posts. that guy is an asshole and a womanizer. this guy is amazing. sweet, sensitive, and he totally understands me. ive never been happier than i am now. :) Read how I did it…
Recent entries
the thing is..
23 months ago
i dont think i will ever be able to accept my body for the size i am or how i look. everyone hasdifferent body images and issues with their bodies. people tell me i am skinny and cute. its just something i have to live with. i like the way i look now. and i hope that nothing can change that.
i guess...
2 years ago
that since i have told him how i feel i have been able to get over him. it helped a lot.
