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I HAVE DONE WELL AT NOT BEING NEEDY… THE PAST GUYS SEEM TO NOT LIKE THE FACT THAT I HAVE BECOME INDEPENDENT… THIS NEW GUY RANDY SEEMS TO SUPPORT ME IN ANYTHING THAT I AM WANTING TO DO… IT IS A WONDERFUL FEELING, BUT I AM STILL NOT ALLOWING MYSELF TO FALL SHORT OF INDEPENDENCE..

I HAVE DECIDED TO GO THROUGH MY ROOM AND TRASH/DONATE EVERYTHING THAT I CANNOT USE/HAVE NOT USED IN THE PAST SIX MONTHS… I HAVE GOTTEN RID OF SHAWN AND I HAVE MOVED ON TO A REALLY SUPPORTIVE AND LOVING GUY, RANDY… HE IS SO SWEET… I THINK THAT HE IS AN ASSET TO MY LIFE…

I HAVE BEEN SO BUSY WITH EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE BEEN SLACKCING OFF… PLUS I WAS GOING THROUGH ALL KINDS OF DRAMA FROM A GUY… I HAD LOST 20 POUNDS, I WAS KICKING BUTT…. I THINK THAT I MIGHT HAVE GAINED A LITTLE BACK… I AM SO IRRITATED AT SHAWN.. ANYHOW I HAVE A NEW MAN IN MY LIFE AND HE SEEMS TO BE REALLY WONDERFUL AND HE LIKES ME THE WAY THAT I AM, BUT HE IS WILLING TO HELP ME CHANGE IF THAT IS WHAT I WANT TO DO… LOL HE IS IN THE MILITARY AND BEFORE HE BECAME AN OFFICER HE WAS A DRILL SGT. HAHA SO HE WILL WORK ME OUT AND HE WILL BE GOOD AT IT… I AM KINDA EXCITED ABOUT IT BC I KNOW THAT HE CAN PUSH ME FURTHER THAN I EVER THOUGHT I COULD GO AND WHEN MY MIND IS ON WORKING OUT AND I HAVE HIM THERE TO PUSH ME I WILL DEF GET BACK TO WHERE I WAS AT….