ncrozier

I’m already very petite, but I have thicker legs due to genetics. They’re not gigantic, they’re just thick with muscle. For years I thought I could never slim them down, but they’ve been getting a little smaller as time goes on.

SO, for the past couple weeks I’ve been having either a bagel, protein shake and banana for breakfast, whole grain pasta for lunch, and a really small dinner of chicken and veggies or something.

This morning was a bowl of Mini Wheats (I could eat worse…) cuz it makes me feel full for longer.

Also every morning, I use these 2.5 LB ankle weights that I can strap on each ankle, and I do 20 leg lifts behind me, and 20 leg lifts laying down, then 30 situps and 20 lunges. MY BUTT HURTS.

So I’m losing my ass… which I don’t want… but I’ll have to research some anti-butt-loss leg workouts… hmmm…

Any suggestions? Haha. I need to work my thighs and calves to trim them down, but I don’t want to lose my booty! HELP! X-D

I went back and looked at the pictures of the girl I’ve been comparing myself to (the girl my man was dating for a little bit during the year we were split up), and realized that while she IS very beautiful, she’s no “better” looking than me, she just looks different.

It’s also challenged me to find really fun things for my man and i to do- and we’ve been finding things here and there.

I’m certainly not over my insecurity about her- I still wonder every day what he thought or felt when he was around her or saw her, but I’m trying to push it out of my mind every time it invades.