I'm doing 33 things
& now, I need to stop grieving for my new-old life and embrace my new new one instead of seeing it as lacking. Ebbs and flows, change is the only constant. JC is the same yesterday, today, & tomorrow, and even though, truth be told, and it is a waste to lie to the One who knows all, I am p-oed at Him right now (it’s cool; he already Forgave me for that among a bajillion other crappy things I’ve done/not done/will do/not do)—something cool WILL come of this. I gotsta keep on moving, all Matthew Wilder-like (dang, I bust out the semi-obscure wholly-random lyrical quotage when depressive, which is oh-so-hilarious since I can’t bear to listen to a song), until the day of super coolness is upon me, at which I will have a TaDa moment and be like, yo, JC, You knew where I was going all along, and JC will be all, Duh. I’m up with your Father; We were ALWAYS on your side. ‘Sok, though, you ask forgiveness and we’re cool…but you gotta learn to TRUST ME!
neatoTorpedo's Life List
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1. let Go and LET GOD
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2. stop grieving for my old life and embrace my new one instead of seeing it as lacking
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3. get over him. Again.
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4. hug my parents more
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5. share my love for Jesus by loving others
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6. drink more water
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7. learn to be single and fabulous. & enjoy it.
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8. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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10. learn the Thriller dance
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11. stay at the Shady Dell in Bisbee,AZ
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12. be a positive force
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13. donate platelets
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14. become financially responsible
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15. help those who cannot help themselves
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16. foster a pet
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17. send thank you letters, often and unprompted
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18. see Hammerhead sharks
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19. pay off my student loans
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20. go swimming often
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21. go snorkeling again
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22. spend time on the beach without obsessing about skinny people
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23. visit the Wind Turbine in Pickering, Ontario
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24. go to Europe
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25. live in Arizona
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26. live in a Spanish revival house with terra cotta tile floors
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27. be a contestant on Jeopardy!
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28. go to Egypt
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29. ride a camel
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30. send a postcard to PostSecret
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31. do Bikram yoga regularly
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32. become the world's first competitive pumpjack rider
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33. ride off into the Sunset
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How I did it: When longterm boyfriend I love & mistakenly feel is my The One drops me, like it's hot, I feel anxious and grieve.When anxious and grieving, I don't eat because I'm nauseated and stressed.When not eating, one tends to lose water weight and eventually become malnutritioned and dehydrated.These things are BAD.Move to a place (spiritually and/or spatially) where eating is again possible.Helps if this place requires miles of hiking a day … Read how I did it…
How I did it: Looked at Online schedule.Marked Planner.Looked at Planner.Mapquested destination.Used sweet navigation skill and intuition: follow the pedestrian traffic.Waited in security a long time.Walked tarmac, sought Blue Jets.Parked self and waited.Commence the awesomeness.Rinse and repeat. Read how I did it…
Thanks, G-Dub.
The Beegees once wrote, and had Dionne Warwick sing an appropriate song entitled, Heartbreaker. Check it.
Dear Neato:
I know you are angry at your higher power right now, because you expect bs from the person involved by his merit of being a person, but not from God above. It will get better, in His time. And yeah. that sucks, cause Dude’s got tons of time. He’s God. &that’s why it makes no sense right now while you’re hurting like a bee-otch—because you are not impotent and all-knowing and, thus, You Don’t Get It. Hold hope, girlfriend. And get thee to a gym, and drink thee the water, and put on them Barbie shoes, and listen to some good flamboyant Elton John. &”stupid ‘ho” (Thanks, Gwen Stefani), be open to take a chance.
Steve Winwood backs that up, Juvenile style, as does Abba, sorta.
xoXOXXoXXxxOOOOo,
yeah that reminds you of him, but get over it,
me
i didn’t know this was on my list…and i’m about to be late to my 2nd class in as many days if i don’t get. out. now!
