Victoria




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Encourage all the smokers who have the Amazing Goal of quitting (read all 2 entries…)
Hang in, everyone!!!! (two weeks plus... ) 2 years ago

I’m hanging in. I smoked for 30+ years. You don’t unlearn that overnight. I want a cigarette. But I don’t want to be a smoker, and that’s the thought that keeps me going. I want to be FREE.

I have to be careful. I am an argument looking for a place to happen, but I know that, so I am just trying to be aware and kind to myself and others.

I tried it with the patch for a week, and then, silly me, tried it without the patch for a week. Yes, I slipped. Um.. the patch HELPS. Duh! I am back on the patch, having learned my lesson.

I took my dogs for a walk last night and didn’t have to find a pocket for my cigs! It was nice to have my hands free. I find I am enjoying that freedom more and more.



Quit Smoking (read all 4 entries…)
hanging in.. 2 weeks plus 2 years ago

I wrote not long ago this was the hardest thing I had ever done voluntarily. It’s so true. I smoked for 30+ years.

I want a cigarette. But I don’t want to be a smoker, and that’s the thought that’s keeping me going. I want to be FREE.

So.. 2 weeks, 4 days, 4 hours, 26 minutes
363 cigs not smoked, saving $ 54.44



Quit Smoking (read all 4 entries…)
hanging in.. 2 weeks plus 2 years ago

I wrote not long ago this was the hardest thing I had ever done voluntarily. It’s so true. I smoked for 30+ years.

I want a cigarette. But I don’t want to be a smoker, and that’s the thought that’s keeping me going. I want to be FREE.

So.. 2 weeks, 4 days, 4 hours, 26 minutes
363 cigs not smoked, saving $ 54.44



Quit Smoking (read all 4 entries…)
Aiyeee!!! 1 week, 6 days... and some hours 2 years ago

Someone asked me this morning if it’s been hard. Obviously not someone who’s ever smoked and had to quit. Don’t you just want to thump them on their little noggins?

This has been the hardest thing I have ever done – voluntarily.

That word, voluntarily, is the kicker, isn’t it? Most “growth experiences” are not voluntary. They happen to us; we don’t have any choice except in maybe whether we exhibit any grace in handling it.



Encourage all the smokers who have the Amazing Goal of quitting (read all 2 entries…)
it ain't over til it's over 2 years ago

Obviously it can be done. We all know people who’ve quit. What makes them so different? We all have the same life stresses. Surely if the so-and-so who works in the office next door to me can quit, I can! LOL



Quit Smoking (read all 4 entries…)
Well, actually... or, how I became a jelly bean junkie 2 years ago

It’s been 10 days since I started this, or 3/30/07. So far, so good.

I was wearing the patch, but now I keep forgetting to put one on in the mornings, so I am just going to go with it and see how it goes.

All last week I just had weird moments. It wasn’t so much that I really wanted to smoke, although the automatic thoughts were there in full force.

It’s more like something was missing. Part of it is the change in routine, I guess. Not taking breaks (formerly cigarette breaks) at the same times as I usually did.

I’ve definitely had a week where I’ve had all the usual stresses that usually make me stop and smoke a cigarette. For instance, this morning I hit a curb while turning into the office parking lot and blew a tire.

Hey, at least I was already AT work when it happened.



Learn Spanish (read all 3 entries…)
Taking a Spanish class! 2 years ago

I enrolled in a Spanish class at a local college which offers adult education. I am learning, but I hope this will help – I need people to practice with! Anyway, the class starts tomorrow.



be a top 25 poster on Email Roulette
E-mail Roulette 2 years ago

I meet some of the nicest people this way – from all over the world. www.plinko.net/roulette



learn wordpress
This has been great! 3 years ago

I’ve enjoyed learning Wordpress (and all the great plug-ins that are out there to extend Wordpress! I’ve gone on to help others install it and get it running! Definitely worth doing!



Learn Spanish (read all 3 entries…)
Try Coffee Break Spanish! 3 years ago

There is a podcast called Coffee Break Spanish – coffeebreakspanish.com and their free podcasts are really helping me do this!

Hasta pronto!

Victoria

(I am not affiliated with Coffee Break Spanish in any way.)



compile a 100-things-about-me list (read all 2 entries…)
100 things about me 37-47 3 years ago

37. I have three tattoos. A rose on my left ankle (early 20’s), a butterfly over my left breast (late 20’s), and the Eye of Horus the pad of my thumb which I got when I was 46.
38. Yes, the tatto on my hand hurt. A lot.
39. Of all my body parts, I like my feet the least.
40. I wear glasses, and sometimes contacts, depending. I’ve worn them since I was 16.
41. I’ve become a creature of habit. Examples follow.
42. I stop on the way to work for a granita every morning. (A granita is espresso, milk and sugar in a slushy form. Yum.)
43. I often stop on my way home as well for another one.
44. I tend to go to restaurants I’ve been to before, and order the same things all the times. Occasionally that starts to bother me, so then I’ll try something new.
45. Despite a lifetime of battling a low-grade depression, I consider myself an optimist.
46. I think things will work out pretty much like they’re supposed to.
47. I think all growth experiences suck while you’re in them. It’s only afterwards you see it as a good thing.



Learn Spanish (read all 3 entries…)
rollingrs.com video podcast 3 years ago

Try this website! It’s great!

http://www.rollingrs.com/



Get a dog from the pound
adopting Tank 3 years ago

Not often do you get to write that things changed your life, but in this case it’s really true. I’ve had dogs before, but this was the first time I’ve ever really set my mind to training one. I’ve learned so much, both about myself and dogs. http://www.dogster.com/?215893.



Knit more and improve my techniques
FO (finished object) 3 years ago

I finished the baby bonnet to go with the white kimono baby jacket. I haven’t sewn the ribbon on or taken a pic yet, but it’s knitted. (See http://www.netgrrlknits.com for pics.)



compile a 100-things-about-me list (read all 2 entries…)
100 things about me 1-36 3 years ago

1. I was born in Harlingen, Texas on August 7, 1958, 10:34 pm. It was a dark and stormy night. :) Actually, I don’t know what the weather was like, but knowing south Texas it had to be hot.
2. According to my mother, I was a 10-month baby; 9 lbs and 8 oz. I didn’t think such a thing was possible. But she told the story that I was born with the ability to hold my head up and my eyes were wide open. The doctor brought me to my mother and asked when she was going to enroll me in school.
3. I had my first asthma attack at 2 weeks old. I don’t think she ever forgave me. Seriously.
4. Gas was 30¢ a gallon, a loaf of bread was 19¢, a car was $2,200, and a house was $18,200. Stamps were 4¢. The average yearly income was about $6,000 a year, and minimum wage was $1.00. Dwight D. Eisenhower was president, Richard M. Nixon was vice-president. The hula hoop had become a popular toy, and Tequila by the Champs was one of the top songs.
5. My dad was in the Navy, and we moved around a great deal. Mostly east coast, and once for two years in Iceland, which I enjoyed when I was 10-12 years old.
6. My youth was rocky, and my mother became a Jehovah’s Witness when we were in Iceland. I left the Witnesses when I was 16, leaving home at the same time.
7. I have three children, Nicole born in 1976, Cody in 1981, and Clarissa in 1985. They are the best work I ever did in my life, and they have managed to turn out to be wonderful people in spite of me.
8. I moved to Mississippi in 1980, where I have lived since. I spent 10 years on the coast, and then moved to Jackson in 1990.
9. I’ve been divorced since 1995, also referred to as my “hell year.”
10. Astrologically, I am a Leo Sun, Taurus moon, with Aries Rising.
11. According to Myers-Briggs test, I am an ENTJ.
12. In my inner most self, I am deeply romantic.
13. I once sent myself flowers because I was feeling down, but I let people at work think someone had sent them to me.
14. My knitting borders on obsession these days. Ok, hell with it, there’s really no border there.
15. Before knitting, it was crochet. Or cross stitch. Or.. you get the idea.
16. One of my worst fears is that my mother will die, and no one will let me know. I don’t know why knowing is so important to me, but it is. Maybe it’s because the tiny hope of some sort of resolution/reconciliation just never goes away.
17. I fully believe that time spent knitting or time spent with my dog does not count against my life span. Time spent knitting while IN the company of my dog actually extends my life. Right about now, I am planning on being immortal.
18. One of my worst character faults has to be procrastination. I bought a book about it once. I still have yet to read it. You think I am joking, but I am not.
19. I love bright colors. Especially red.
20. On planes, I usually ask for a window seat.
21. I am WAY behind in my audiobooks, but that doesn’t keep me from getting more.
22. I probably spend more on books each month than I spend on lunches
23. My middle name is Jean, but I don’t use it. I use my maiden name as my middle name.
24. I hate having fibromyalgia. I try not to let it keep me from living my life, but let’s face it, it’s hard to feel like doing much when you hurt and are tired all of the time.
25. I prefer Pepsi to Coke. Always will, always have.
26. I love martinis. There’s just something about shaking up a good martini and drinking it while it’s ice cold. Yum
27. Frozen margaritas with lots of salt ain’t bad, either.
28. I have an embarrassingly large stash of yarn that I have a compulsion to keep adding to. It’s like I keep expecting yarn rationing.
29. I dispair of ever being able to quit smoking and stay quit.
30. Everytime I see a plus size woman, I consider whether or not she is bigger or smaller than me.
31. I’ve never understood jealousy.
32. As a child, I always felt like there was always too much of me, but it was never enough. In reality, I don’t think I was ever really overweight until my teens. But even at 16, I was a size 14. Somehow, I felt much larger.
33. My children kept me sane, and made me insane. ‘nuff said.
34. For years, my “sad music” was Neil Young’s Harvest CD. But lately Dar William’s song “After All” is good too. Some days I’ve agreed that my suicide “wasn’t worth the pain my death would cost.” That sounds awful, but it’s comforting.
35. My latest music find is the New Pornographer’s Twin Cinema CD.
36. I’m addicted to Sudoku these days. One of my favorite things is to take a couple of puzzle books and some pencils, and settle in at IHOP for a puzzle fest.



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