neveah

so i’ve always wanted to express myself outwardly as well as in writing and other shit. i’ve listened to all the emo shit out there and love emos, goths, and all other dark species of the human race…cause im one of them. no, i dont cut and no, i wont start to fit in…but i am going through a wardrobe change and finally becoming myself. and against all emo odds..i actually love myself for it.

so some friends and i are planning on studying abroad in florence next summer…that would be stellar AHmazing!!!!

so i’ve been gone a while from this site…and a whole lot of shit has happened. i guess my sick life isn’t behind me…it’s right beside me….and in the present…grrr…i finally got a boyfriend..but he lasted only two months…and he broke my heart too…he cheated on me…yeah..oh well, apparently im not the best girlfriend if he could cheat on me that easily…lol but oh well…i figured out that i had to learn to hate dance so much to the point that i loved it, and realized what i’m missing in my life. i finally saw My Chemical Romance in concert…twice..and loved it..and them. and so…i’ve learned not to take anyone’s shit…and to never let them take me alive..thank you Gerard Way..i love you :D

k, that pertains to absolutely nothing whatsoever of the topic, but i just needed to get that off my chest…lol