I'm doing 33 things
definitely worth it. free money!
neverthesame's Life List
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1. save my money
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2. get good grades
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3. stop biting my nails
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4. get an education
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5. grow up
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6. kiss in the rain
1 cheer15,297 people -
7. delete my myspace
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8. be able to tell my dad how much he means to me
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9. face reality
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10. impress someone
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11. learn to be the real me
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12. learn when to shut my mouth
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13. get over myself
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14. let the butterflies fly away
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15. stop compulsively lying
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16. find something to believe in
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17. meet someone who appreciates me for me
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18. cry enough to feel better
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19. control myself
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20. Stop saying things I don't mean
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21. be comfortable with myself
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22. meet my match
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23. forgive people
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24. forgive myself
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25. challenge myself
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26. live instead of exist
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27. stand out
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28. Worry less.
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29. keep my friends forever
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30. excel in college, one quarter at a time
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31. stop being a whore
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32. never forget
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33. sleep for a whole day
6 people
How I did it
It made me
burned out 
How I did it: I had alot of tragedy in my life in a very short time. After so much heartbreak, I wanted to live my life. I wanted to have as much fun as I possibly could. I wanted to use drugs and alcohol to numb the pain and enhance the experiences. I had sex with people I didn't know. I took drugs I was afraid of. And I drank until I couldn't function. And it was fun. I met a man that I thought was the best thing for me. But he ended up hurting me in… Read how I did it…
It made me
lovestruck. 
How I did it: I found him. He chased after me, because I was afraid of falling. And now, I see that he is the man I am supposed to be with forever. At the beginning I didn't want him. But he proved to me that he can be my strength, my rock, my everything. I just let the feelings wash over me and I have never been happier. Read how I did it…
Recent entries
over christmas break, I finally realized that I am over the boy [now a man] that I thought broke my heart.
seeing him with the other girl was not at all painful.
it took a year and a half but I now know that I am done with him forever.
I feel like a new person and I know that I can live without him.
