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I want to stop being such a flirt. Despite my insecurities, when it comes to flirting sometimes I feel invincible. So starting now, I’ll avoid flirting all together. Wish me luck.

I want to stop living on auto pilot. I want everyday to be an experience. I want to live instead of just existing. I want top live while I can.

I want to live. I want to take a chance.

I’ve always been “chubby”.

I hate that word. People always tell me if I lose my baby fat I’ll look better. I’m not happy with how I look. I envy girls who can wear anything they want, be fashionable, while I’m stuck looking like a guy. It’s as if I’m confined to being “chubby”.

I want to live. And I want to be the real me. The only way to express myself is to gain confidence. I have to equip myself. Life’s too short to be fugly.

After I lose weight I plan to shop for clothes and get my hair done. I ‘d also like to have clearer skin.

I’m taking control of my life. Two months is perfect and I can reveal the new slimmer me in the coming new year.

I plan to stick to the after 6 diet. Or at least not snack after 7. I’ll try to exercise 3 times a week an hour per session. I want a long lithe, graceful body and I’ll get it.