newvanessa

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  1. 1. Recover from a broken heart
    48 entries . 196 cheers
    3 people
  2. 2. Find a lifelong love
    29 entries . 106 cheers
    1 person
  3. 3. Work on making my house the house of my dreams
    18 entries . 55 cheers
    1 person
  4. 4. Express love and gratitude daily
    15 entries . 46 cheers
    13 people
  5. 5. Live with Passion and Integrity
    4 entries . 75 cheers
    103 people
  6. 6. exercise seriously on a regular basis
    6 entries . 45 cheers
    1 person
  7. 7. get control of my emotions when people hurt me
    7 entries . 40 cheers
    1 person
  8. 8. Run a triathlon
    1 entry . 43 cheers
    54 people
  9. 9. Be debt free
    1 entry . 52 cheers
    1,965 people
  10. 10. be a better friend
    3 entries . 25 cheers
    5,799 people
  11. 11. keep a gratitude journal
    2 entries . 33 cheers
    144 people
  12. 12. visit all 50 states
    1 entry . 17 cheers
    6,890 people
  13. 13. have 100 stamps in my passport
    4 entries . 28 cheers
    2 people
  14. 14. Get scuba certified
    2 entries . 17 cheers
    294 people
  15. 15. go white water rafting again
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    28 people
  16. 16. invest wisely
    2 entries . 23 cheers
    76 people
  17. 17. grow my business
    4 entries . 14 cheers
    157 people
  18. 18. Strengthen the Friendships that I have
    2 entries . 30 cheers
    1 person
  19. 19. Write a Living Will!
    2 entries . 33 cheers
    50 people
  20. 20. Do something nice for someone else everyday
    2 entries . 19 cheers
    6 people
  21. 21. change someone's life for the better
    4 entries . 20 cheers
    442 people
  22. 22. Get back to my healthy eating habits
    5 entries . 14 cheers
    4 people
  23. 23. be someone's mother
    5 entries . 15 cheers
    2 people
  24. 24. draw more
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    2,046 people
  25. 25. take a few more art classes
    29 cheers
    1 person
  26. 26. Be happy by myself
    3 entries . 25 cheers
    8 people
  27. 27. play my piano
    1 entry . 23 cheers
    17 people
  28. 28. Do something for myself once a week
    1 entry . 20 cheers
    2 people
  29. 29. Do Yoga more than once a week
    14 cheers
    1 person
  30. 30. Never stop learning
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    3,917 people
  31. 31. take one photograph each day as a way to document my life.
    11 cheers
    242 people
  32. 32. Visit all the National Parks
    9 cheers
    132 people
  33. 33. Go on an African Safari
    3 entries . 23 cheers
    617 people
  34. 34. dive the great barrier reef
    15 cheers
    231 people
  35. 35. vacation in australia
    1 entry . 7 cheers
    15 people
  36. 36. Go to the Seychelles
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    20 people
  37. 37. Walk the Great Wall of China
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    506 people
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recover from a broken heart (read all 48 entries…)
Nope... 1 month ago

Still broken….

I think it will never heal…..

I am reading the Shack and well I think it has helped to put some perspective on life and my relationship with others.

I hold them up to the same standards I have and the problem with that is that never everyone cares if they hurt other people or the rmaifications that their actions can cause….

Ugh!!! When will the pain go away….



recover from a broken heart (read all 48 entries…)
Crap.... 2 months ago

Here I am a year out of that relationship ..and yes my heart still only beats for him…

How do I ever recover..I try and go about my life, make myself happy and work on me…but always he is in he back of my mind…where he is what he is doing? Why did he leave…for a life that is solitary and alone… Why does his family keep in contact with me and want me to know that they love me. It’s as if they hope he will snap out his self imposed exile…

I just want my life that I had back…ugh!!! it will never happen….but I want it anyway…



Live with Passion and Integrity (read all 4 entries…)
Tomorrow.... 3 months ago

I seriously am going to make myself start tomorrow….



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