Still broken….
I think it will never heal…..
I am reading the Shack and well I think it has helped to put some perspective on life and my relationship with others.
I hold them up to the same standards I have and the problem with that is that never everyone cares if they hurt other people or the rmaifications that their actions can cause….
Ugh!!! When will the pain go away….
May 26, 12:29PM PDT | 2 cheers | 0 comments
Here I am a year out of that relationship ..and yes my heart still only beats for him…
How do I ever recover..I try and go about my life, make myself happy and work on me…but always he is in he back of my mind…where he is what he is doing? Why did he leave…for a life that is solitary and alone… Why does his family keep in contact with me and want me to know that they love me. It’s as if they hope he will snap out his self imposed exile…
I just want my life that I had back…ugh!!! it will never happen….but I want it anyway…
May 05, 08:25PM PDT | 1 cheer | 1 comment
Tomorrow....
3 months ago
I seriously am going to make myself start tomorrow….
Mar 31, 07:56PM PDT | 5 cheers | 1 comment