nhemraj

Ever since I lost the love of my life, due to his possessive nature, and also getting my heart shattered by a relentless player, I have been terrified of getting attached to someone no matter how strong my craving for it is. It may sound silly, but I am the happiest person on earth when I am loving someone. I want to love them, protect them, care for them, talk for hours with them. laugh and cry with them…all this would be released if only I could get over this huge obstruction …this fear of being hurt…this fear of being vulnerable. I hate it when people see me as the carefree, the go with the flow unattached woman. I hate it when what I really desire never gets a chance to surface on my face. If only those people knew…sometimes i fear that Mr. Right won’t notice me…one can only hope