Mivan

It helps when I write. I do it about every couple days, and I think it would help if I did it every day…

I played one musical instrument, the french horn in the 5th grade. I love music and live performances. I have a friends Bass guitar that he will never use. I love the way the bass sounds and the feeling I get when im just messing around with it. I need to spend more time jamming and just creating my own sound. I will continue to work on this goal and become proficient at it.

Time seems to creep by as I struggle through. My heart has been torn, I live with regret of not trying and allowing things to happen. I am sorry to my wife, my children and family. I will miss the life I had. Although I have to move on and start a new chapter.