Rick

I will never regret getting a tattoo. It was one of the most personal and best experiences of my life. I am seriously considering another one :)

It seems to me that no matter what happens in this world, it’s going to be a life or death struggle to stay afloat. My purpose on this planet is not up to any one day of depression, but is part of the big picture so to speak. To say that I can’t handle what billions of other people do is weak. To say I don’t want to die is harder for me than to say I do, so I guess I want to choose the harder path and stay alive…....who knows what tomorrow will bring.
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6.40am

It seems to me that my dear sweat mother in her infinite wisdom created (unknown to her)a monster. A person that bottles absolutely everything up inside and never lets go. I am one of the most easy going people you will ever meet. I don’t care the situation, I will not tell you what you F^& up about, I will bottle it up and seek revenge and as they say “revenge is a dish that is best served cold”. God help you if you cross me because I will find a way to make you pay, but you will never know I even felt that way. That’s not right, and I know it. I need to be able to let my feelings out and let people know they have wronged me. I need to stand up and be able to let people know they are in the wrong, or have hurt me.