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So after gaining three lousy pounds I have finally lost it!!! So from the time I left to my mom’s to now (about 8 weeks plus a few days) I have lost 6 pounds.Yeah, slow but that’s because I ate whatever I wanted at my mom’s.It was healthy but still the calories is what killed.
I’m happily back at 187 (according to my dad’s scale) and I actually feel alot better.When my mom’s scale said this number a few weeks ago I didn’t feel like my tummy was as flat as it feels..is it possible that situps make it flatter but don’t really burn off pounds????

Anyways I’m having fun with losing weight and I don’t feel like I’m so..hmm…paranoid about what I eat and how many calories.My meals are simpler and I don’t snack (I ate grapes witha glass of milk which was my binging) So I feel pretty good.I gotta get out and walk my dog when it gets dark in my shape ups :D

I hope some of my favorates on here have lost weight and are finding peace with their accomplishments :)
You got this!!!

187!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yupp yupp :) I was 188 when I last wrote here.It’s been about two weeks since I have lost anything..I’m happy that I am 187, but also not.Than again I did eat like a pig for a while and I have turned some fat into muscle.
My 173 goal but the time I leave my mom’s has faded away.But I guess I can’t be too pissed since I am the reason why it hasn’t highly dropped.After all I did eat 5000 calories on the fourth of July (yes that much).But I’m glad I did :) I haven’t eaten over 1500 calories in months and I WANTED it.Oh it was a king size pack of Twizlers (one rope is 110 calories and there were 12 in the package).If I think about it I’ve lost 6 pounds in 4 and a half weeks.Well..maybe five-ish.Lol.I wanna say I hit rock bottom because I feel that I have which is what I need.My weight not moving has encouraged me to eat ALOT less and drink more water.I’m really surprised that I haven’t gained anything this summer.I say that with respect towards myself because well I’ve eated alot.What’s different though is I work out and I eat lean meals and not crap like we buy every summer.

We would normally buy boxes of ice cream, cookies, cany, order pizza like crazy, and eat out almost everyday.By the way that small list above was an everyday thing.No wonder I would gain ten pounds each summer!!!Today was a new start though because I lost a pound and I believe that if I keep up I can lose 2 by next week?!!? lol.

My mom has lost weight too (out of her fat jeans!).And speaking of jeans I have to buy a new pair today!! :D My fat jeans make me look like a baloon and makes my butt look BAD.My comfortable jeans are dead,hahaha.I wore them practically every single damn day this past year because they were the only pants that “fit”.And (might sound weird) between the legs on the thighs are horribly torn.Like..idk.they fit.But they are so badly worn out I HAVE to get rid of them.I’m planning on buying only 2 pairs of pants (nice brand and cheap price).I know my weight loss is slow but I don’t want to buy more than two for now.It would be rdiculous to buy 4 or more and in three weeks have the butt be a bit baggy.Just saying.

I’m gonna start my nine miles tomorrow again.I didn’t for a week because I felt horrible that my weight wouldn’t go down.I have done three miles today so far and I plan on doing another three later tonight.I have had hardly any calories today just because I want those two pounds to be gone!!

Ok.I’m done blogging.
If you have a sprkteens page find me at 93_nix and facebook?? kitenz4me@yahoo.com.
All I ask if your facbooking let me know your part of this.I feel weird adding random ass people that I don’t know where they found me.

kk.Bye!

Well things kinda remain the same.Can’t weigh for a few more days though.Grr.
I walk more than 6 miles now.I’m at about 8.I would like to get to 9 but I’m willing to take the time.