I just wish I was the person i am when i’m high!!!!!!
njdevils194's Life List
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1. try weed
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2. be more spontaneous
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3. Get a tattoo
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4. become a truck driver
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5. drive a truck
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6. travel the world
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7. go to nyc
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8. learn to live
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9. kill myself
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10. meet the devil
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11. kill a man
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12. deump
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13. carpe diem
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14. swallow a bottle of asprian
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15. swallow a bottle of asprin
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16. take my own life
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17. loose my virginity
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18. feel sorry for myself
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19. become a pilot
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20. stop my depression
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21. ride my bike cross country
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22. ride a bike
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23. sleep outside
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24. feel like i belong
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25. try cocaine
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26. try crack
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27. smoke weed
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28. live not exist
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29. go skinni dipping
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30. go skinny dipping
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31. meet george carlin
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32. drive a stick shift
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33. STOP LIVING IN MY PARENTS SHADOW
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34. STOP LIVING IN SOMEONES SHADOW
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35. STOP LIVING SOMEONE ELSE'S DREAM
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36. take time off from school
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37. take a year off from school
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38. be more social
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39. fall in love
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40. find a girl
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41. live in amsterdam
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42. crack
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43. smoke pot
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Here is my plan i am currently enrolled in college as a freshman i want to take next yr off to travel and find myself and i figure that the best way to do this is to get some alone time so i plan to work all summer and into next winter get my money save buy myself a new bike and bike from the east coast where i live to the west coast and maybe up to alaska and back i plan it would take about 5 or 6 months (50 mi a day 9000mi total).....lets hope im able to do this
my english professor told my class that her father once told her that the only thing that you really have in life is your mind and that they can never take that from you…....(ps she is really hyper resents drugs says she wants to be in control and is hi on life) but i feel that this is not true people can figure others out why they say certin things why they do certin things they figure out ur thoughts and the media and pop culture on top of other things control your mind therefore you dont really control of what you think this is the reason why everyone is fake and nobody leads they life they want…this is why ive become a emotionless thoughless slave to the world….......i know this is getting but hear me out my roomate is joinging the service because he was told war stories and provoked from a young age to like “fighting for the cause” by his family because of their experinces therefore hes always wanted to be in the service well you see he never really got to make his own mind he was bainwashed if you will to beliving that this is what his calling is his mind was controled and programed from a young age to want to be in the service…....sometimes it is nurture not nature…..thanks for reading just a thought on why we all feel the way we do and why the world is mindless…....... 420 forever

