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I surrounded myself with positive people who also cheered me on. Thought about all this person’s negative attributes. Made sure every day I looked good as possible (pampered myself) Got out and enjoyed myself. Then I realized it was my pride not my heart that was hurt. I also realized that it was so true when people would say “It’s not you with the problem it’s him” I deserve better and it was definately his lost. It was DEFINATELY worth it!

I gave my heart and he twisted it up and handed it back to me. Why me all the time? Will this pain ever wanna go away? I feel so angry because we talked about everything. I never even saw it coming. He offered no explanation. Just stopped calling me. I haved listened and supported this man through many of his issues. And this is my reward. A kick to the curb!

I don’t know when. But I do know that is the goal. I prefer to do so when I am ready to settle down in a marriage. But we’ll see what happens…