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nlindamami




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nlindamami's Life List

  2. 1. overcome depression
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		444 people
  3. 2. forget the past, live in the present and smile when thinking of the future
    1 entry . 2 cheers     		223 people
  4. 3. i want to be happy
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		757 people
  5. 4. Stop overanalyzing
    1 entry . 2 cheers     		304 people
  6. 5. Fall in love
    1 entry     		24,449 people
  7. 6. Travel to Brazil
    1 entry     		123 people
  8. 7. Be more consistent
    1 entry     		86 people
  9. 8. Play the sims 2 online for free
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  10. 9. be a singer
    1 entry     		1,017 people
  11. 10. be an actress
    1 entry     		1,499 people
  12. 11. be a dancer
    1 entry     		197 people
  13. 12. figure things out w/my mom
    1 entry . 3 cheers     		2 people
  14. 13. Kiss in the rain
    1 entry     		14,597 people
  15. 14. learn sign language
    1 entry     		7,670 people
  16. 15. join the marines
    1 entry     		92 people
  17. 16. be less self-conscious
    1 entry     		358 people
  18. 17. be more confident
    1 entry     		10,261 people
  19. 18. drive across the united states
    1 entry     		96 people
  20. 19. learn german
    1 entry     		4,526 people
  21. 20. visit germany
    1 entry     		635 people
  22. 21. learn to swim
    1 entry     		2,950 people
  23. 22. Send a message in a bottle
    1 entry     		3,643 people
  24. 23. ice skate
    1 entry     		127 people
  25. 24. Read the Bible
    1 entry     		3,221 people
  26. 25. keep my promises
    1 entry     		114 people
  27. 26. go to church
    1 entry     		699 people
  28. 27. Get a tattoo
    1 entry     		20,247 people
  29. 28. read all the books I own
    1 entry     		1,138 people
  30. 29. return library books
    1 entry     		11 people
  31. 30. do better in school
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		487 people
  32. 31. communicate more effectively
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		77 people
  33. 32. learn to walk in high heels
    1 entry     		318 people
  34. 33. get a Brazilian wax
    1 entry     		356 people
  35. 34. improve my portuguese
    1 entry     		36 people
  36. 35. clean more often
    2 entries     		74 people
  37. 36. learn how to ride a bike
    1 entry     		194 people
  38. 37. look at the stars more often
    1 entry     		95 people
  39. 38. say what i mean and mean what i say
    1 entry     		231 people
  40. 39. Finish what I start
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  41. 40. Compliment a complete stranger
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		17 people
  42. 41. Have a portrait done
    1 entry     		3 people
  43. 42. identify 100 songs that gives meaning to my life in some way!!
    1 cheer     		47 people
Recent entries
overcome depression
lif3 2 years ago

i want to overcome it so badly i just have the tiniest shame or fear that if i tell someone they will look down on me and i think ive had bout of it back in 7th or 8th grade but not that seroius then just last year this feeling progressed undoubtably is like a capsule waiting to explode , waiting to erupt, i fear for what may come and i know i need help soon, i need a doctor but i tried telling my own mother and she thinks this, this, this…is a crazy person´s disease but why would i listen to her when she got troubles of her own, i want to trust someone already is hard when you trust no one and i know i self-evaluated but what is that going to do,then school…school just adds more clouds to the storm and i hate it ive been not doing anything good at it anyways i want to get homeschooled its better. I have my days where i feel okay but theres days where i just feel extremely horrible and thats most days and i wish to die alot recently and thats why i need help i know i am a person who is unique everyone would love but this, this … is killing me inside out and i need help now and i tried asking god above for it and i know i havent seen shit happend yet but i never taken meds or therapy , in a way i try to be a man by covering up what it is and i know deep down its not good, im ashamed and i don´t feel like i could cover this up any longer im dead inside and i want to live but its hard for real…what can i do, what should i do, when should i do it and is god really listening and watching out for me or am i to stay like this forever? i careless if someone died right about now i cry alot and i show no empathy towards others i act alot around others and i cant keep i tup its like they´lll think im bi polar when im not cause one day im haappy looking then saad is crazy and my realtionships arent the best i dont try having a boyfirend for this fact ive lost all my confidence and im dead.

Oct 19, 2007, 11:26AM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments


clean more often (read all 2 entries…)
Untitled 2 years ago

y3a ive been cleaning more lately defet. ive trying to follow to the feng shui techniques i get lazy still but i try more than i used to or i still do even when im feeling down.

Oct 19, 2007, 11:08AM PDT | 0 comments


identify 100 things that make me happy. (read all 4 entries…)
y3s 2 years ago

because you have one more thing accomplished :)

Aug 25, 2007, 07:45AM PDT | 0 comments


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